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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

Florence could handle an axe with ease even though she was just a kid. There was a strength in her, in the way she smiled, in the way she moved. Louise thought she was beautiful, and envied the way Florence never strayed from their grandmother. Louise thought it was funny that Florence was easy to frighten. Small sounds startled her. She was afraid of the dark and she had once lit Grandma’s tent on fire with matches. Florence had been afraid of the tent. She said the tent was dark and she felt as if she were suffocating. Grandma had understood her fear. Florence had not been punished for the tent fire. Louise remembered the flare of red flames, the thick smudge of smoke, the hot, sick smell, flames ticking like static as the tent seared to sky. Florence had stood behind the house, her teeth chattering, watching the fire. Louise looked at her sister as she ate her fry bread. She would not tell Florence she had seen Baptiste.

Louise saw the slim shine at the edge of the river, the sheen of waterlight outlining every tree at the moment of dusk. Her sister talked on as the wind rattled the bushes and the smooth stars began to appear above the pale hills. She wondered if she had just imagined Baptiste Yellow Knife coming to her. She picked up the stick she had hit him with and poked around the dirt he had peed upon but the ground was dry. She could find no trace of him. She brushed a strand of hair from her face and looked up the hill. A few leaves trembled in the breeze. She could feel Baptiste Yellow Knife was far from her.

“They’re looking for you,” Florence said. Louise sat up with interest. “Even Mr. Bradlock is scouting the hills. Grandma and I saw him. He can hardly make it across the field without his face turning red.” Louise thought of Mr. Bradlock. The sour dampness of his heavy jowled face. She knew he would not find her.

“What about Charlie?” Louise asked.

“He’s mad at Grandma. He says you’ll die out here. He’s saying now he should have taken you to the hospital.”

“He would have taken me back to Thompson Falls,” Louise said. She knew he was looking for her again. She pictured him in his patrol car, spotlighting barrow pits and bushes, Charlie scrambling up the wrong hills, breathless and turned-around. She knew Charlie would never find her. A hundred people could find her, but not Charlie.