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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

He had a cowboy shirt on, fancy, but not storebought. There were hand-embroidered cowboy boots on his cuffs, on his left shoulder a horse head with an eye too big. It had fine detailed stitching, like lasso roping for the yoke. The fabric looked wet and was the color of beans. He’s proud of himself, Louise thought and pressed the side of her forehead and cheek to the cool door window. She could feel wind skim her scalp; it pulled a strand of her hair through the window crack. Louise leaned her head back on the seat and looked ahead at the path of his headlights. The moon could not light up this darkness. The land lay out blind to them. He drove his car too close to the edge of a hill. She saw the rapid eyes of a porcupine, the gray needles of his coat, then the night again, pinholes of stars, the road threading out, the weak moon.

They were leaving the town of Arlee and she was looking forward to Missoula. She pressed her tight back into the seat, lit a cigarette, and opened the ashtray. It was clean. She tapped it shut and rolled down the window. The man gripped the steering wheel. She could feel the smooth force of the car, the solid whining road.

“What’s your name?” she said. The man swallowed. “My real name,” he said, “is Vivian.”

“What’s your other name?” she asked. She could half see his reflection on the windshield. He was rubbing his neck.

“Vance.”

“Vance,” she repeated, but she did not offer her name. They passed one car with a dull headlight low to the ground. The other headlight shot the windshield silver and for a moment there was only a blinding whiteness, then the sky beyond, dense as velvet. Louise listened to the man breathe. He turned on the radio. A voice from Great Falls listed midland farm prices, the price of corn, wheat, potatoes. The radio popped and hummed. She licked the powder off a stick of gum and stuck it back in her pocket to light another cigarette. She handed the cigarette to the stranger, saying nothing. He pulled a breath in slowly, his chest full, exhaling a sigh. She could smell his lungs, sweet from sips of Coca-Cola, and she tried to imagine him naked. He would live at home, she thought, a man whose mother sewed cowboy shirts for him, pressing detailed horses and lassos to his bowed shoulders. A man who would only be naked behind a bathroom door, his butt red from a hot bath. She smiled at him and he glanced at her, his eyebrows as thin as his nose. She felt a sudden warmth for him, sitting in his dark car smoking cigarettes, traveling over roads that had scorched her feet too many times. She could like him.