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Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. FLATHEAD INDIAN RESERVATION
  4. Louise and Yellow Knife THE OLD MARRIAGE
  5. Charlie Kicking Woman THE BITE
  6. Jules Bart and Louise THE COWBOY
  7. Charlie Kicking Woman THE HARD TRUTHS
  8. Louise YEARS OF SUMMER
  9. Louise THE FALLING PLACE
  10. Officer Kicking Woman HERE
  11. Louise AT LONG LAST HOME
  12. Louise THE BURNING FIELDS
  13. Charlie Kicking Woman AFTER THE FIRE
  14. Baptiste and Louise THE POWER OF MARRIAGE
  15. Louise ROADS
  16. Charlie Kicking Woman POWWOW
  17. Louise BLIND SPOT
  18. Charlie Kicking Woman CHASING THE DREAM
  19. Louise HEADING HOME
  20. Charlie Kicking Woman THE STILL RIVER PLACE
  21. Louise THE LONG LENGTH OF DAY
  22. Charlie Kicking Woman DUTIES
  23. Louise DEAD SIGHT
  24. Charlie Kicking Woman RESERVATION DEATH
  25. Louise THE LONG HUNGER
  26. Charlie Kicking Woman TROUBLE
  27. Louise OLD GHOSTS
  28. Charlie Kicking Woman SEEING
  29. Louise GOING HOME
  30. Charlie Kicking Woman BAD ROADS MILEPOST MARKER 104
  31. Baptiste Yellow Knife GIFTS
  32. Louise Yellow Knife RETURNING
  33. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  34. About the Author

The stranger had picked her up at the hour she imagined her grandmother was washing her face at the spring. The man was tall, big-boned, and broad hipped. His thinning hair was widow peaked and made his strain-lined forehead longer. After each curve he patted the steering wheel with the palm of his hand but said nothing to Louise. She closed her eyes to see the green edge of water clearing in the pool of her grandmother’s hands. The gray dusk of cottonwood trunks turning the color of salt clay.

She could feel night cooling the road. The muggy smell of nettles and jimsonweed hissed through a window crack and made her lonesome. It was dusk and growing dark fast. It seemed things were moving closer. The fields and the highway, the trees and the river blended toward sky and to earth again. She put her hand to her forehead and pulled back her hair. Eventually they would find her and they would take her back to Thompson Falls, back to the scaled face of Mrs. Finger, the tight frown of Arliss who would find a way to blame Louise for their problems with Warner Phillips. She remembered how Mr. Moxy, the music teacher, once put his hand on her shoulder and in a hushed voice more intimate than a whisper told her she could pass for white and had hooked his finger and nipped Louise’s breast as if he were cuffing her chin to be proud. She had never told anyone about Mr. Moxy. She had learned to take care of her own problems. She kneed him hard in the crotch. He left her alone after that incident, although he would smile at her at times, a cool glimpse of a smile as if they shared a secret. They could take her back to Thompson Falls a hundred times. She would not stay there.

Her throat pulsed at the collar. She shifted in the seat and reached back quickly and unhooked the top button of her blouse. From a side glance the man smiled at her and when she turned to smile back he looked away. The green panel light of the car lit his pale brown hair, the angular planes of his cheekbones. He had looked older when he had stopped to offer a ride. Now she saw the smooth skin of his face, how his chin shined from razor burn. His forehead had relaxed with the hum of tires, the long straight road, the distance of a day passing toward evening.