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Chapters (32)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. ONE
  4. TWO
  5. THREE
  6. FOUR
  7. FIVE
  8. SIX
  9. SEVEN
  10. EIGHT
  11. NINE
  12. CHAPTER TEN
  13. ELEVEN
  14. TWELVE
  15. THIRTEEN
  16. FOURTEEN
  17. FIFTEEN
  18. SIXTEEN
  19. SEVENTEEN
  20. EIGHTEEN
  21. NINETEEN
  22. TWENTY
  23. TWENTY-ONE
  24. TWENTY-TWO
  25. TWENTY-THREE
  26. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  27. Excerpt: Never Ever Getting Back Together
  28. ONE
  29. TWO
  30. Also by Sophie Gonzales
  31. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  32. Newsletter Sign-up

As it turned out, surviving class wasn’t my boss-level challenge.

It was surviving the period break.

I’d barely made it out of the classroom when a girl I’d spoken to a few times named Serena fought through the crowd of students to find me.

“I want my letter back,” she said.

My heart started racing. “I don’t have it. I rip up all the letters and throw them in the trash after I respond.”

“But you haven’t responded to me. I want my money, and my letter.”

For a moment I didn’t understand. I was almost certain I’d never missed a response. I systematically tore up the letters after I pressed send. Then—“Wait, when did you write in?”

“The day before yesterday.”

“I’m so sorry, usually I’m on top of it, but it’s been a crazy couple of days.”

She folded her arms. “I don’t care. I just want it back.”

Well, that was reasonable enough. “Sure. Can you meet me after school?”

“Now.”

Fucking—argh, okay. Fine. We had a couple of minutes. I sighed deeply and prayed to the maker for patience. “Come with me.”

Students jumped out of our way like we were on fire, torn from whatever had held their attention seconds earlier. A small, quiet sort of guy named Justyce broke away from a group of kids and fell into step beside Serena and me. “Are you two going to the locker?” he asked. “I wanna get my shit back from it.”

“Join the queue,” I muttered. I felt like a freaking shepherd with a flock of angry sheep.

Along the way, two girls I didn’t know silently joined us. By this point I didn’t even have the energy to greet them. They could all take their fucking letters, and I … well, I’d just have to sit with the shame of it all.

By the time we reached the locker, we were surrounded by a semicircle of spectators. I entered the combination, doing my best to shield it from the many, many eyes, and opened the door. “Okay, if you—” I started, but Serena darted forward and started digging around through the letters. One of the girls joined her, and Justyce hovered behind them, trying to see through the gaps in their shoulders.

“Can you give them to me, please?” I asked.

Unsurprisingly, no one gave any indication they’d heard me. I was shut out of the group completely as they fought to find their letters. A few envelopes escaped the shuffle and fell to the floor, sliding a little on the linoleum.

“Hey,” I protested, reaching a hand out. “Stop.”

A couple of students surrounding us let out cries of alarm. Suddenly, several students pushed ahead to examine the envelopes, both on the ground and in people’s hands. Snatching, and grabbing, and trying to figure out which letter was the one they had sent.