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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

My brain froze. If you mention Spooky Joe’s coded note, you could end up incriminating Mags instead of Mutti.

Flustered, I said, ‘She’s just not like that. She might be German, but that doesn’t mean she supports Hitler and all the terrible things he’s doing. And she has nothing to do with any of the information that passes through the lighthouse about shipping or anything. If she were to look in Pa’s logbook, I honestly don’t think she would know what any of his notes or records meant.’

A little voice hissed in my head, But Mags would – wouldn’t she? I swallowed hard, as if I could somehow get rid of the thought that way.

Pinstripe nodded. ‘I see,’ he said. He cleared his throat – that dry fox-cough. ‘Well, thank you for that information.’

‘Aren’t you going to write it down? Doesn’t it count as evidence – a character reference or something?’

Obligingly, he took a notebook out of a pocket and scribbled something down.

‘She hasn’t done anything wrong,’ I said, determined to make him listen. ‘And it’s not fair that she should be locked up just because of the country she was born in.’

He didn’t say anything.

I pressed on. ‘She’s a good person.’ I was starting to get angry. The detective didn’t seem to be listening to me at all; he was gazing out to sea again.

The rain became quieter, hardly falling now – just a damp thickness in the air. Pinstripe took down his umbrella, shook it and rolled it up. Then he looked at me. ‘I’m sorry to say this, Petra, but sometimes, good people do bad things.’

I felt a stabbing pain in my chest. Is he saying Mutti is guilty? That she is a traitor?

‘Why?’ I said, fighting back the tears that burnt in my eyes. ‘Why would a good person do bad things?’

He shrugged. ‘The world is a complicated place and war is a terrible thing. Sometimes a good person has a logical reason for doing something that is morally wrong; sometimes they feel they have no choice.’ He took a clean white handkerchief from his pinstriped pocket and offered it to me to wipe the tears away. ‘I’m so sorry, but I’m afraid this is something you are going to need to come to terms with, Petra. Very soon.’

He knew something. He knew something that must prove Mutti’s guilt, and he wasn’t telling me.

All I wanted to do then – the only thing I wanted to do – was to run straight home into the arms of my Mutti.

But she wasn’t there.