Back Our Castle by the Sea
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

I followed him. I didn’t know if I had the courage to speak to him, or what on earth I would say if I did, but I had to find out what he knew.

I followed him all the way down to the harbour. The rain was drumming down on my umbrella, I wove around puddles and dodged wobbly cobblestones. Eventually, Pinstripe came to a halt at the harbour wall and I stopped too – a safe distance away, lurking behind a post box while I thought about the best way of phrasing what I wanted to say. The sky over the Channel thundered again.

‘It’s a terrible sound, isn’t it?’

Was he talking to me? I waited behind the post box, not sure what to do. He can’t see me, can he? I crouched a little.

‘I can see your umbrella, Petra,’ he laughed. ‘It looks as if the post box is wearing a rain hat.’

Oh, Pet, you really are a first class idiot . . . I blushed as red as the treacherous post box, and stepped out.

‘Sorry, sir,’ I said. ‘I wasn’t spying on you or anything . . .’ I faltered at my poor choice of words.

He smiled and was about to speak again when the sky boomed once more.

We both looked up at the heavy grey clouds. ‘But there’s no lightning,’ I said.

‘No,’ he said. ‘That’s because it isn’t thunder.’

I looked at him. Not thunder?

‘It’s guns.’

Guns.

‘The German artillery.’ He beckoned to me and I went to stand next to him at the harbour wall. He gestured towards the sea, towards France.

‘Just over there,’ he said, ‘about twenty miles away, there is a little seaside town just like this one, with a beach and cafes and shops and things. And right now it is being bombed to bits by Hitler’s guns.’ His voice became quieter, and the creases on his forehead grew deeper. ‘It’s remarkable how close they are now. One is so much more aware of it down here.’

I stared out over the water, and swallowed. A little seaside town just like this one . . .

‘Twenty miles isn’t very far at all, is it?’ I said, remembering some of the blisteringly long hikes Pa had taken us on over the years. ‘For an army, I mean.’

Pinstripe shook his head. ‘I came down from London on the train this morning, and that was about eighty miles,’ he said. ‘So, no. Twenty miles is not very far at all.’

We both looked out over the grey water.

‘I need to tell you something, sir.’

He raised his eyebrows. ‘Mm?’

‘Mutti is innocent. My mother, I mean. It wasn’t her who did those diagrams and things. It couldn’t have been.’

He nodded, but his craggy brow was all bunched up. ‘And how do you know that, Petra?’