Back Our Castle by the Sea
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

‘You will,’ I said, and I was surprised by the strength and certainty that was there in my voice. ‘You will, Grandpa Joe.’

Chapter 40

40

It was later that afternoon that the doctor came to tell me the bad news.

‘It’s broken, Miss Smith,’ he said. ‘Your back. Broken in two different places, we think.’

I was falling through the air again with the chalk dust and the chunk of clifftop. Once more I felt the jolt as my body slammed into the ledge below. Broken. Broken in two places. There was only darkness – darkness and the song of the stones.

‘Will it heal?’ My voice sounded much braver and calmer than I felt inside.

‘The back itself will heal with time,’ he said. ‘But we don’t know yet about the nerves in your spine that are responsible for the feeling and movement in your legs. It may be that the nerves are just bruised.’ His expression changed then. ‘But it’s quite possible, Miss Smith, that they may never fully recover. It’s possible, I’m afraid, that you might never walk again.’

This had been my nightmare all my life, both sleeping and awake: to be frozen. Paralysed. Petrified. But this was not how I had expected it to happen. And there was something else unexpected too: I did not feel as helpless as I had thought I would. Do you know what the name Petra means? I can tell you now if you don’t know. It means rock. Stone.

I was a Daughter of Stone now.

And stone is strong.

The hospital was clean and comfortable, and the nurses were cheerful, but I had never been away from home before, and it wasn’t long before I started pining for the big skies of Stonegate and the bright sea air. It didn’t seem to matter that I couldn’t move about on my own – here in the hospital, inland, I was a fish out of water anyway. Every now and then I would hear the distant calls of gulls through the open windows and it made me ache even more than my bruises did.