Chapters (56)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Prologue
- Part One: Autumn 1939
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Part Two: Spring 1940
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Part Three: Summer 1940
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Epilogue
- Historical Note
‘You will,’ I said, and I was surprised by the strength and certainty that was there in my voice. ‘You will, Grandpa Joe.’
Chapter 40
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It was later that afternoon that the doctor came to tell me the bad news.
‘It’s broken, Miss Smith,’ he said. ‘Your back. Broken in two different places, we think.’
I was falling through the air again with the chalk dust and the chunk of clifftop. Once more I felt the jolt as my body slammed into the ledge below. Broken. Broken in two places. There was only darkness – darkness and the song of the stones.
‘Will it heal?’ My voice sounded much braver and calmer than I felt inside.
‘The back itself will heal with time,’ he said. ‘But we don’t know yet about the nerves in your spine that are responsible for the feeling and movement in your legs. It may be that the nerves are just bruised.’ His expression changed then. ‘But it’s quite possible, Miss Smith, that they may never fully recover. It’s possible, I’m afraid, that you might never walk again.’
This had been my nightmare all my life, both sleeping and awake: to be frozen. Paralysed. Petrified. But this was not how I had expected it to happen. And there was something else unexpected too: I did not feel as helpless as I had thought I would. Do you know what the name Petra means? I can tell you now if you don’t know. It means rock. Stone.
I was a Daughter of Stone now.
And stone is strong.
The hospital was clean and comfortable, and the nurses were cheerful, but I had never been away from home before, and it wasn’t long before I started pining for the big skies of Stonegate and the bright sea air. It didn’t seem to matter that I couldn’t move about on my own – here in the hospital, inland, I was a fish out of water anyway. Every now and then I would hear the distant calls of gulls through the open windows and it made me ache even more than my bruises did.