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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

It was my favourite sort of weather – breezy and cool but gloriously bright. We made for the sunny, seaward side of the lighthouse, and Mutti spread blankets out on the rabbit-nibbled grass. Mags followed a few minutes later. I had managed to entice her from the bedroom by reciting a list of all the wonderful food we were about to devour without her, so she tagged along, but I could tell that she was still upset with Pa.

We tucked into the sausage rolls and hot cocoa straight away. It didn’t take too long for Mags to defrost – after all those mornings of margarine scraped over a thin slice of wheatmeal toast, who could have resisted a breakfast banquet like this?

‘I haven’t forgotten about the lifeboat station, Mags,’ Pa said to her quietly, when he didn’t think anyone was listening. ‘We’ll go tomorrow. All right?’

‘All right,’ Mags said after a moment, giving Pa one of her sideways smiles. Then she shoved an entire scotch egg into her mouth, and I thought I was going to die laughing.

I will always remember that morning. I couldn’t have known it at the time, but it would become the last, truly happy memory I have of all four of us together. It was as if the tensions and distrust of the past few months had been washed away, and we were as we’d been before the war began. How I wish someone had taken a photograph of us – Pa with his arm around Mutti’s shoulders, Mags spraying crumbs everywhere as she laughed, the Daughters of Stone standing like sentinels around our little family and, above us all, the enormous spring sky, as blue as a balloon and bursting with promise for the summer ahead.

But then again, I don’t really need a photograph, do I? I can see it all perfectly whenever I want. I just have to close my eyes.

‘Tell us the story, Frederick,’ Mutti said.

‘The story of the Wyrm and the Stones?’

‘Yes.’

So he did. We gathered close, and Pa told us about the fog and the fishermen, and the four daughters who sang to the sea, promising the greatest of sacrifices if it would only bring their fathers safely home. When he got to the bit about the Wyrm spitting out the boat and devouring the souls of the daughters instead, I couldn’t help shuddering – just as I had when I was four years old.