Back Our Castle by the Sea
Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Prologue
  4. Part One: Autumn 1939
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Part Two: Spring 1940
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Part Three: Summer 1940
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Epilogue
  56. Historical Note

Sometimes, I felt I barely knew my sister any more. Despite food rationing, she was shooting up and suddenly seemed about a foot taller than me. She had started to pin her hair up on her head, using the curls to conceal her sticking-out ears. Then, one day, she announced that she was dropping out of school.

‘It just feels ridiculous,’ she said to Pa, ‘copying out of dusty old history books when history is happening all around me right now and I could be doing something practical to help.’

‘You’re still too young for the Wrens, Magda,’ Pa replied.

‘But I could volunteer. I could volunteer on the lifeboat until I’m old enough for the Navy.’

Mutti looked at Pa as if she were trying to tell him something with her eyes. Her expression was grim, but she didn’t say anything.

Pa sighed. ‘I’ll talk to the boys at the lifeboat station tomorrow.’

Mags looked delighted. ‘We’ll go together?’

‘We’ll go together.’

I remember that next day very well. Mags was up earlier than usual, and washed and dressed before any of the rest of us. By eight o’clock she was waiting for Pa in the kitchen.

And at nine o’clock she was still waiting.

At half past nine she gave up. ‘Where is he?’ she said to no one in particular.

‘I don’t know, darling,’ Mutti tried to soothe her. ‘He went out for a walk early this morning – perhaps he got held up somewhere, or stopped off at the farm or the village . . .’

‘Or perhaps he just forgot,’ Mags interrupted. And she went straight to our bedroom and slammed the door.

At almost exactly the same moment, the kitchen door flew open and Pa appeared, holding what looked like a box of goodies from the grocers.

‘Who wants a breakfast picnic?’ he said, a broad smile plastered across his face.

He might as well have said we were off to have tea with a mermaid. ‘A breakfast picnic? There’s no such thing, is there?’

‘There is now,’ smiled Pa. ‘We’ve got fresh bread and butter, scotch eggs, sausage rolls straight from the oven, oranges, and I’m going to make us a big flask of hot cocoa too.’

I gasped. Pa must have decimated the ration book.

‘My darling, what’s the special occasion?’ Mutti asked, standing up and giving him a big kiss on the cheek.

‘Do we need a special occasion?’

Mutti smiled and kissed him again. It was like the sun coming out after weeks of rain – I had forgotten what their faces looked like when they were lit up like that. For months now they had both been so pale and pinched with worry.