Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Newsletter Sign-up
SOMETIME LATER, SHE BECAME aware that the stone floor was grinding into her hip and she repositioned herself. Hours had passed. It was dark, but she had not slept. Despite all the luxuries of the sprawling suite, she curled in a stony crook under a window. There was food about, too, but she didn’t see a point yet in eating.
A knock at the door startled her from the grey haze, and she looked about wildly for a place to hide. She hadn’t touched the door, but maybe Kendrick wasn’t interested in waiting for her to misbehave. The knock repeated and she ran to the bed just to turn away from it again. When the door creaked open, Arable fell to her knees, only to see a pretty face peeking in. A girl’s face.
“Oh, I’m sorry!” the stranger gasped and disappeared, leaving the door ajar.
As slowly as her body could move, Arable inched around the edge of the room, far from the gaping door. There was no indication at all that anyone was there guarding her. No Kendrick. Just a scare, to keep her in line. She crept right up to the doorway and dared to flash her head through it, finding the hallway on the other side entirely empty.
The castle felt different when she had no destination. Time slowed around her, pulling at her legs and numbing her senses. Not William. Not Roger. Not Margery. She had even flirted with the idea that she might attach herself to Prince John’s company, but that was gone now, too. Not the Guard. Not Roana. So she pushed. Her heels plied away from the stones that wanted to absorb her. She leaned into the emptiness. Forward, elsewhere, it didn’t matter. She couldn’t stay here, so there was no point in walking as long as she could still run. If she kept running, something might present itself, it had to. There was something she had missed, some opportunity she had never considered, but would now be a perfect solution.
This was not the most difficult thing she had endured, she reminded herself. She had lost William before. She was, in fact, an expert at losing him. Roger de Lacy had been like a father to her, but she had lost her real father and survived that. And being abandoned by Lady d’Oily was nothing compared to being abandoned by her family. She had fended for herself before, so to think she could not save herself again was a selfish sort of victimism. But she was tired. Starting over again now … it was almost too much to grasp.
There had to be another chance.
There had to be something she hadn’t yet seen.
There simply had to be.