Chapters (76)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- PART I
- ONE
- TWO
- THREE
- FOUR
- FIVE
- SIX
- SEVEN
- EIGHT
- NINE
- PART II
- TEN
- ELEVEN
- TWELVE
- THIRTEEN
- FOURTEEN
- FIFTEEN
- SIXTEEN
- SEVENTEEN
- EIGHTEEN
- NINETEEN
- PART III
- TWENTY
- TWENTY-ONE
- TWENTY-TWO
- TWENTY-THREE
- TWENTY-FOUR
- TWENTY-FIVE
- TWENTY-SIX
- INTERLUDE
- PART IV
- TWENTY-SEVEN
- TWENTY-EIGHT
- TWENTY-NINE
- THIRTY
- THIRTY-ONE
- THIRTY-TWO
- THIRTY-THREE
- THIRTY-FOUR
- INTERLUDE
- PART V
- THIRTY-FIVE
- THIRTY-SIX
- THIRTY-SEVEN
- THIRTY-EIGHT
- PART VI
- THIRTY-NINE
- FORTY
- FORTY-ONE
- FORTY-TWO
- FORTY-THREE
- FORTY-FOUR
- FORTY-FIVE
- INTERLUDE
- PART VII
- FORTY-SIX
- FORTY-SEVEN
- FORTY-EIGHT
- FORTY-NINE
- FIFTY
- FIFTY-ONE
- FIFTY-TWO
- PART VIII
- FIFTY-THREE
- FIFTY-FOUR
- FIFTY-FIVE
- FIFTY-SIX
- EPILOGUE
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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Two full heads shorter than any of the men around her, but she still dwarfed them, didn’t she? Her eyes locked upward at the highest beams, and Gilbert was glad she did not notice him beneath. She would see his presence here as a betrayal. She couldn’t understand why it wasn’t, which was her shortcoming, not his. Still, that disparity scratched at him, a single fingernail. Since she had arrived, she was seldom out of her room, always guarded. Her face was pale, emptier. She looked the way Locksley Castle looked now, in woman’s form.
At a guard’s prompting she moved again, escorted away. Into the staircase upward, and the bishop as well, and Gilbert decided he’d go out to the city, didn’t he? Not a soul had the grit to stop him, if they even had wit enough to think they should. Aside from the great main gate, one postern door wound itself through the outside walls, buried amongst unimportant storage. Impossible to open from without, but perfect for slipping away.
He felt it again, scratching at his bones, the restless buzz. It had been building in the wrinkles of his mind ever since Much went. That nameless faceless threat, the only thing he truly feared. It crept down his throat into his chest where it burned and squeezed, that need. He felt it yesterday before he slit the farmers’ calves, and the blood had calmed it, but not enough.
Much had been a calming presence for Gilbert. There had been something uneasy within that boy, something that scratched at his bones, too. Not this, not likely, but something prayer could never touch. Gilbert had found some solace in helping him. But that was a then, and thens are poisons to nows.
If he had stayed, it would have been one of Marion’s men, wouldn’t it? When he couldn’t keep the buzzing at bay anymore, he would have killed one of them. Gilbert stopped midstep, curious. Perhaps that was why he had left them. But that would mean terrible things, it would mean he wanted to protect them, it would mean …
Gilbert shook it off. It didn’t matter. Out to the city, as he had once done so often, to relieve the world of one more nothing man.