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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

“I brought food,” he calls. I hear him put a crinkly bag down on the counter, then toss his keys aside. “And I have something for you.” He sounds almost giddy, like he can’t wait another minute, either. The parallelism of us both being excited to share something important at the same time scratches a literary itch in my brain. We’re in sync, even when we don’t mean to be.

“Yeah?” I shout back, trying to keep my voice steady. There’s a little kernel of emotion building in me. Joy? Fear? I’m not sure, and it seems too soon to name it. “I have something for you, too.”

I step out into the hallway, and his dark eyes find me immediately. “Hey, beautiful,” he says, and it settles the anxious part inside of me. He comes around and hands me a small, rectangular package that’s been wrapped in newspaper. “I can’t wait. I picked this up today, and I was going to plan something special but…” He shrugs helplessly. “Me first?”

Laughing lightly, I start to carefully open it at the edges. “You got me a book?”

“For part one.” He ticks an eyebrow up, then motions me on impatiently. “Open it.”

“Okay, okay.” I tear the paper off to reveal a hardcover book. The title reads Stories and Second Chances, and underneath is a beautifully illustrated picture of Ryan and me, lying on a blanket in a park with books and open takeout containers of tacos strewn about.

“Oh,” I breathe as I delicately run my fingers over the image. “It’s us.” Looking up at him, all nervousness forgotten, I bite my lip. “What is this?”

Ryan smiles stiffly, like he knows this is a big fucking deal but doesn’t want to admit it. “I’m not the writer here, but I know good stories. I thought ours was a pretty good one. So, I wrote down some of it and hired an illustrator and got it printed. Look inside.”

I have a hard time taking my eyes off him, but his eagerness drives me to crack the book open. Each chapter starts with a beautiful illustration of us, and as I skim through them, I can see all of our best stories are there. Some of the tough ones, too, but that seems right. We’ve been through a lot, and each word has made us—even the hard ones.

When I get to what looks about halfway, I flip a page and am surprised to see a little part of the rest of the book hollowed out. Inside, there’s a gold ring with a single diamond. I take it out of the book, and when I look up, Ryan is on one knee, right there in the middle of his living room.

“Marry me, Scarlett,” he whispers.

“Oh my god,” I breathe. “Are you serious?”