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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

“Aside from the fact that it’s a conflict of interest to have a romantic relationship with one of your authors?” Casey twitches an eyebrow up in challenge.

“You think Martis gives a shit about that? We weren’t together when she signed, and if it’s that big of a deal, I’ll step aside for the next book.” It would have gutted me to let her work go if we weren’t seeing each other, but now I suppose I can have the best of both worlds if it came to that.

Casey narrows his eyes at me. “She has kind of a fraught history with her mental health. And with you.”

“She’s different now,” I say without thinking.

“Different enough that you had to bring her food to get her out of a tough spot? It feels like you’re conveniently ignoring a lot of what she was like before she bailed on JMP.”

“You’ve been talking to Trina,” I accuse him.

He shoots me a look. “I will neither confirm nor deny that. Don’t try to weasel out of this, Ryan. I’m concerned.”

“Don’t be,” I say harshly, but I soften a bit as I chew on a corner of my mouth. “The more I hear her side of it, the more I realize that we were the ones who wronged her, not the other way around. She deserved better.”

“Better than a seven-figure publishing contract?”

“It wasn’t about money.”

Casey shakes his head. “It’s always about money.”

I furrow my brow so hard that I’m squinting in disbelief. “That is fundamentally incorrect. Anastasios Press was acquired on the idea of better work-life balance after JMP took a hard look at their practices.”

“It’s still capitalism,” he says with an air so casual, it seems forced. “We still have to sell books. If this book sells well—and I’m sure it will, especially when people find out who wrote it—they’ll want more and more. The cycle continues. What are you going to do then, Ry? What if she disappears again?”

I don’t want to admit it, but Casey is voicing something I’ve been thinking about off and on since she ghosted Charles at the restaurant a week ago. But every time I consider the possibility of her leaving again, I remind myself that things really are different now. She’s more open about her feelings, and I’m there every night to make sure she shuts the computer down and recharges. Last time, I let her work herself to the bone. I was distracted by dollars and didn’t see the harm in it. I won’t make that mistake again. I know the signs now, and I also know what I need to do to help her.

Shaking my head, I reply, “She won’t. I know what I’m doing this time.”