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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

I know it’s ten o’clock in the morning on a Wednesday in April. I don’t care. My pajamas are comfortable, and there’s a holiday baking competition on a streaming service and a spot on my couch that’s calling my name. Curling up with my softest blanket and a mug of hot coffee, I start the first episode.

Baking competitions are a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine. Actually, I shouldn’t say “guilty.” I feel absolutely zero guilt about it. But I love them probably more than a reasonable, well-adjusted adult should. Though the jury’s still out on whether or not I’m reasonable or well-adjusted.

All of this is to say that I could—and sometimes do—spend an entire day binging baking shows, especially between writing and editing projects. This particular season has haunted me since I got serious about finishing the draft of my book in November. I told myself I wouldn’t watch it until the draft was finished. By the time I’ve gotten to the fourth episode and downed another cup of coffee, I’m settled in with my reward, and it feels so sweet. Pun intended.

That is, it’s sweet until a banging sounds at my front door. It surprises me so much that I jump and hot coffee sloshes over the rim of my mug and onto my soft, white blanket.

“Son of a bitch,” I curse, holding the mug up as if that’s going to help anything and shaking my free hand to soothe the sting caused by the coffee.

The banging comes again, more urgent this time. My heart starts racing; I don’t think I’ve scheduled anything for today. In fact, I know I didn’t because I was very serious about my date with the holiday baking competition. But I also notoriously need a calendar. Or an assistant. I used to have both, but now that I haven’t done anything of note in a while, I haven’t seen the need for either.

“Open up, Scarlett. I know you’re in there. I can hear the baking show,” Trina shouts from the other side of the door.

I breathe out a sigh of relief at knowing who is out there before tensing up again because what the fuck is Trina doing at my apartment at two o’clock on a Wednesday afternoon without scheduling an appointment?

Gingerly, I remove the coffee-soaked blanket from my lap and set my mug down on the end table before marching the few steps to the door and throwing it open as violently as I dare. The poor thing isn’t really meant for aggressive gestures, and I can’t afford a new front door.

“There she is,” Trina says with fake cheer, tilting her head to the side and smiling so wide, her signature bright red lips pull tight over her teeth. Platinum-blonde hair falls over her shoulder with the motion.