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Chapters (45)
  1. Contents
  2. Dedication
  3. Author's Note
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Chapter 31
  35. Chapter 32
  36. Chapter 33
  37. Chapter 34
  38. Chapter 35
  39. Chapter 36
  40. Chapter 37
  41. Chapter 38
  42. Epilogue
  43. Acknowledgments
  44. About the Author
  45. Also By Allie Samberts

Charles lets out a low whistle and shakes his head in dismay. “He’s kind of a weird guy, huh? If you don’t like working with him, you can always ask—”

“I like working with him a lot, actually.” I cut him off. That might have been strange as hell, but the only person I’m not enjoying spending time with right now is Charles. I track Ryan’s movements back through the restaurant and out the front door. “Can you… Wait here. I’ll be right back.”

Despite Charles’s stuttering protests, I slide off the barstool and follow Ryan as quickly as I can. When I push open the heavy front door, I scan left and right, but I don’t see him right away. It isn’t until I hear a car door slamming across the street that I see his head pop up above the car. He looks around, waiting for traffic to subside before he can get into the driver’s side.

“Ryan,” I call over the noise of the cars passing between us.

His head whips toward me. It’s almost dark out, but I could swear I see the ghost of a triumphant smile play on his lips.

That asshole. I knew it. He came here on purpose to break up my not-date.

“Hang on,” he shouts. When there’s a break in the traffic, he jogs back across the street. And then he’s standing there, in front of me, hands yet again jammed into the pockets of his chinos and his shoulders creeping up against the slight chill in the spring air.

“What’s up?” he asks, a little breathless from his jog across the street.

“‘What’s up?’” I spit back at him. “‘What’s up?’ Are you serious? That’s what you’re going to lead with?”

His shoulders shrug the rest of the way toward his ears and come down again slightly. “Did you need something?”

“Did you need something?” I’m a writer. Words are my thing, so I’m not exactly sure why I keep repeating his incredulously. He’s gotten me all flustered, and I don’t like it.

Ryan laughs, but there’s no humor in it. “Is there something wrong with wanting tapas?”

“From a restaurant that’s a twenty-minute drive on a good day from your condo? On the night you knew Charles was taking me out for that exact meal in this exact neighborhood? Yes, I’d say there’s something wrong with that.”

“I’m sorry you feel that way,” he deflects. “I will try to avoid wanting similar foods to your dates in the future.” The last part comes out more bitter than anything he’s said thus far, which is all the confirmation I need that he’s lying about his sudden craving for finger foods.