Back Never Tell
Chapters (48)
  1. Dedication
  2. Excerpt
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. PART ONE
  5. Chapter OneGLOUCESTERSHIRE, SPRING 2008
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter ThreeGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  8. Chapter FourGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  9. Chapter FiveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  10. Chapter SixGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  11. Chapter SevenGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  12. Chapter EightGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  13. Chapter NineLONDON, MARCH 2008
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter TwelveGLOUCESTERSHIRE, MARCH 2008
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter FifteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  20. Chapter SixteenLONDON, MARCH 2008
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. PART TWO
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2008
  27. Chapter Twenty-Two
  28. Chapter Twenty-ThreeTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  29. Chapter Twenty-FourTHE TIMES, MAY 2008
  30. Chapter Twenty-Five
  31. Chapter Twenty-SixTIME OUT, JUNE 2008
  32. Chapter Twenty-SevenTHE TELEGRAPH, JULY 2008
  33. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  34. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  35. Chapter Thirty
  36. PART THREE
  37. Chapter Thirty-OneTHE TIMES, APRIL 2009
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. Chapter Thirty-Six
  43. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  44. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  45. Chapter Thirty-NineGLOUCESTERSHIRE,SUMMER 2009
  46. About the Author
  47. Never Tell
  48. About the Publisher

I had a chance to say no. I knew I should. But the part of me that had been chasing a story since I was twenty-one said yes.

‘Sure,’ I said quickly. ‘Always. Let me know what you want to do.’

At bedtime I realised Effie’s efforts at breakfast meant we were out of milk, forcing me to unearth a reluctant James from the studio. Leaving the kids glued to Alice in Wonderland, I drove to the garage at the end of the lane.

Pulling my cardigan over my head, I dashed through the driving rain to the kiosk, plucking a carton of milk from the fridge. As I joined the queue, there was a sudden screech of tyres on wet tarmac and a collective gasp. A small sleek silver sports car had taken the corner too fast, swerving to miss a motorbike, mounting the grass verge outside the garage and coming to a juddering halt inches from the Entry sign.

She looked like the mermaid from Alicia’s book of myths, the young woman who flung herself from the car, and she was wailing. Her soaked green dress flowed round her body like seaweed, her face streaked with black kohl, her long hair dark and tangled under the fluorescence of the petrol station forecourt. The rain drummed down and the queue shifted and muttered as one organism, succumbing en masse to horrified fascination – for a moment, I couldn’t drag my eyes from her either. I stared out of the kiosk window at this beautiful barefoot woman weaving unsteadily between the petrol pumps, the silver Porsche abandoned behind her, driver’s door flung wide. In this light it was hard to see where the rain ended and her tears began.

I looked away, discomfort palpable in my chest, gazing instead at the damp and rather dirty neck in front of me, its owner now halted in her laborious counting out of coppers as she too stared, the silver raindrops on her beanie glistening.

‘She’s pissed out of her head,’ the burly man in the next queue muttered. ‘She don’t know what she’s doing. Look at her.’

‘Someone should call the police,’ an elderly woman said, her whiskers twitching, her face a sagging mask of disapproval above her ill-fitting mac. ‘It’s a disgrace.’

The mermaid raised her face to the heavens and howled into the night, her words incoherent. There was something so primal in her voice that all the little hairs on my arms stood on end. I pulled my old cardigan tight around me and willed the cashier to hurry up.

‘You should call the police. They should, shouldn’t they?’ The man looked to me for approval as he folded his newspaper, but I found that I was speechless, as round-eyed as one of my own children.