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  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Julia
  5. Grant
  6. Iris
  7. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  8. Kyle
  9. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Edward Frimpong (Minor)
  10. Kyle
  11. Grant
  12. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  13. Iris
  14. Iris and Kyle
  15. Grant
  16. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  17. Julia
  18. Grant
  19. Iris
  20. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  21. Grant
  22. Julia
  23. Iris
  24. Kyle
  25. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  26. Julia
  27. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  28. Iris
  29. Grant
  30. Julia
  31. Iris
  32. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  33. Iris
  34. Grant
  35. Iris
  36. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  37. Iris
  38. Julia
  39. Grant
  40. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  41. Kyle
  42. Julia
  43. Iris
  44. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  45. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  46. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  47. Iris and Grant
  48. Iris
  49. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  50. Iris and Julia
  51. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  52. Grant and Iris
  53. Iris
  54. Julia
  55. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  56. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  57. Iris
  58. Julia
  59. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  60. Iris
  61. Iris
  62. Grant
  63. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  64. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  65. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  66. Grant
  67. Iris
  68. Kyle
  69. Iris
  70. Grant
  71. Iris
  72. Grant
  73. Iris and Grant
  74. Afterword of A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  75. The Pollitt Family
  76. Acknowledgments
  77. Discover More
  78. About the Author
  79. ALSO BY JEFF ABBOTT

“We don’t have room to complain,” Steve says quickly. “Not every consultant would have worked with us after two nations said no. We knew she was the best. We were lucky to have her. I didn’t react well to our rejection and I vented to Danielle. She was right to step away from us. That I apparently scared her or upset her, I’m genuinely sorry for.”

Are they telling the truth? Iris wonders. “And you bought a house near her because…?”

“Are you suggesting we bought a house because we wanted to annoy her if she didn’t take us back on?” Carrie says. “Wow, just wow.”

“We wanted to be in the Lakehaven school system, and we didn’t want to wait until prices went up even more,” Steve says. “This happened to be the house we found. You can understand that.”

Slowly Iris nods. Time to play another card. “Is there anything I can do to be of help? About being an adoptive parent? There are groups, resources. And Danielle’s not here to tell you.” She cuts off her words.

“We don’t need parenting tips,” Carrie says. “We lost our kids. Our son, John, and our daughter, Addie. In a car accident in Dallas, when they were fifteen and seventeen.”

Iris feels a tremble rise up her legs. “I’m very sorry. I’m so sorry.” What was she doing here, preying on these people?

“We wanted to give our love to a child. What was left of it,” Carrie says, and Iris thinks, She’s a walking ghost. She’s hoping a child will bring her back to life.

She cannot imagine what these people have gone through. “Yes. I understand.”

“Can you? You still have your teenagers. A boy and a girl. Just like we did.”

Iris knows no words are adequate. And no words will help ease this woman’s pain. “I’m truly sorry for your loss.”

“Thank you. I mean, we’ll have a child soon. And that child will be safe. We won’t lose a child again,” Steve Butler says, and now she can see something in his gaze, pain so dark and unknowable, something she doesn’t want to look at. He wipes at his mouth and then she sees it.

Bruises on his knuckles.

A mottling of purple, above and beneath the bone, like someone has struck a pipe against his hand.

She stares at Steve Butler. Wouldn’t it be a good cover story to be one of the first to find the body, while jogging with a coworker who’s an established presence in the neighborhood? And then have your wife claim to have seen a mysterious man come from the direction of your home to Danielle’s? She wonders whose idea it was for the two of them to run that morning.

She thinks of the bruise on Danielle’s tender throat, the broken windpipe, the bright blood on her mouth.