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  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Julia
  5. Grant
  6. Iris
  7. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  8. Kyle
  9. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Edward Frimpong (Minor)
  10. Kyle
  11. Grant
  12. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  13. Iris
  14. Iris and Kyle
  15. Grant
  16. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  17. Julia
  18. Grant
  19. Iris
  20. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  21. Grant
  22. Julia
  23. Iris
  24. Kyle
  25. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  26. Julia
  27. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  28. Iris
  29. Grant
  30. Julia
  31. Iris
  32. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  33. Iris
  34. Grant
  35. Iris
  36. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  37. Iris
  38. Julia
  39. Grant
  40. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  41. Kyle
  42. Julia
  43. Iris
  44. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  45. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  46. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  47. Iris and Grant
  48. Iris
  49. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  50. Iris and Julia
  51. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  52. Grant and Iris
  53. Iris
  54. Julia
  55. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  56. Excerpt of Transcript of TCSO and LPD Interview with Kyle Pollitt
  57. Iris
  58. Julia
  59. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  60. Iris
  61. Iris
  62. Grant
  63. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  64. Transcript from Interviews for A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  65. From Iris Pollitt’s “From Russia with Love” Adoption Journal
  66. Grant
  67. Iris
  68. Kyle
  69. Iris
  70. Grant
  71. Iris
  72. Grant
  73. Iris and Grant
  74. Afterword of A Death in Winding Creek by Elena Garcia
  75. The Pollitt Family
  76. Acknowledgments
  77. Discover More
  78. About the Author
  79. ALSO BY JEFF ABBOTT

“I know you mean well,” Iris says, “but you walking around with a gun is going to make people nervous.”

“I saw Danielle. So did you. Someone killed her in an incredibly vicious, painful manner. I am not going to let that happen again.”

“You didn’t give a statement to Detective Ponder tonight.” Iris looks at Carrie.

“I’m going in tomorrow to do that.”

“Will you mention your previous business relationship with Danielle?”

“I feel there’s a misunderstanding,” Carrie says. “Danielle was helping us again.”

“What?”

“It’s true we hired her a while back and our applications were rejected.” Steve Butler clears his throat; his pale skin reddens in embarrassment.

Iris thinks: They might not have met an income requirement. Or it might be that they were older than most families that were trying to adopt. All sorts of prejudices, varying from country to country about which kinds of Americans could adopt, but it was down to Danielle to be the unfortunate messenger. It was a side of her job Iris had never appreciated, saying to someone, No, you’re not getting a child. I’m sorry. Crushing all their hopes and aspirations and their future in one heartless moment. What had that been like? What would the reaction be? Accepting heartbreak, or hatred?

She looks for an answer in their faces. Steve is flushed; Carrie seems defiant.

Steve clears his throat again. “I had financial difficulties. I had a gambling problem. It was nothing Carrie did, the responsibility was all mine. I thought once we had a child again, I would stop. I had it backward, of course.” Carrie takes his hand. “It became clear to the authorities in China and Uganda from our financial records that there was an issue, and that’s why we were told no. I’ve been going to therapy and I’m no longer gambling. I’ve got a good job with a software company—I work with Matt Sifowicz; that’s why we were out running together—and we’re stable now. So Danielle said she’d help us. She had a lead on a couple of likely adoption possibilities for us.”

“I didn’t know she had taken you back on as clients.” The old email from Danielle was half the story.

Unless the Butlers were lying.

“Why would you?” Carrie says. “It’s none of your business. Did Danielle normally discuss clients with you?”

“No. And she didn’t discuss this with me. She told a friend. Because she said in an email that you had been terrible to her.”

“So much for confidentiality,” Carrie says. “We were angry. We apologized. She accepted. It’s what grown-ups do.”