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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. Part One
  6. 1
  7. 2
  8. 3
  9. 4
  10. 5
  11. 6
  12. 7
  13. 8
  14. 9
  15. 10
  16. 11
  17. 12
  18. 13
  19. Part Two
  20. 14
  21. 15
  22. 16
  23. 17
  24. 18
  25. 19
  26. 20
  27. 21
  28. 22
  29. 23
  30. 24
  31. 25
  32. 26
  33. 27
  34. 28
  35. 29
  36. Part Three
  37. 30
  38. 31
  39. 32
  40. 33
  41. 34
  42. 35
  43. 36
  44. 37
  45. 38
  46. 39
  47. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

She’s sitting in the same spot, too, in the shade, wearing a white cotton dress that shows off her freckled tan, the blond streaks in her hair. I wonder when she’s had time get so healthy, so groomed and vivacious.

She waves me down. The kids are by the sprinklers, Lola in a pink one-piece I bought for her and Jordan in purple trunks with palm trees on them. They duck wildly in and out of the water, playing a little game of their own, away from the other kids.

“I got a call from that school I interviewed with. They’re going to do their background check on me, so I think that means I’m getting the job.” She doesn’t look at me when she says it, but I can see a smile creeping up her mouth.

“Congratulations! That’s awesome!” I throw my arms around her and give her a peck on the cheek.

“No, thank you! I wouldn’t have had the time to go out looking if it weren’t for you. But anyway, let’s stop talking about it. I don’t want to jinx it.” She leans into me, resting her head on my shoulder, and I breathe in the soft scent of her hair.

It feels so comfortable, her right there beside me, that I almost forget about what’s in my bag. And I want to forget about it, maybe even place the bracelet back into the Candy Land box and pretend I never took it at all. I close my eyes, a breeze tickling my eyelashes as the children around me shriek, the sound drowning out any sirens that could be heard over the trees rimming the edges of the park.

A fragment of a dreamscape appears quite suddenly across my closed eyes. My grandmother shaking her head, disembodied, like some ghoulish GIF, her face disapproving, an expression I never actually saw. She’d never have that kind of grimace memorialized in a photograph.

I snap open my eyes, the afternoon light making me dizzy. I can feel Anneliese’s eyes on me, can even tell she has a velvety smile on her face without looking up. But I’m being haunted, so I edge away from her and begin to rifle through my bag. I bring the bracelet into the light before I look up at her, so I see her reaction only when my head is up, the bracelet laid to rest on the palm of my hand.