I weep so hard my ribs feel like they’re cracked, poking into my heart, making each breath feel like it’s tearing me apart. Love is jagged and gritty. It’s Hell. It’s suffocating. It demands to be felt even when there’s nothing left to feel but this painful emptiness.

“Is it over?”

I keep a tight hold on her and nod.

“Are you sure?”

My lips tremble with each stuttered sob as I nod again.

“You’ll tell me why, right?”

“S-someday … b-but n-not now.”

“Alright. But I need to know that you’re going to be okay.”

I’m the furthest thing from okay, but I’ll get there. I always do. “Yes.”

She releases me, holding my face by my cheeks. “You’re going to find the one someday, and he’s going to love you with his whole heart. His eyes will only magnify the good. His heart will be blind to any imperfections. And you’ll feel safe with him. You’ll know he’s there to pick you up. He’ll be there when you need him the most because he’ll just … know. He’ll just …” Sydney glances over my shoulder and tears fill her eyes. “Know …”

I turn to the familiar vehicle parked next to us.

Lautner.

He gets out and slides his sunglasses onto his head. Sydney sobs as he walks around the front of the vehicle. She knows all about “the one.” She married him. And I’ve silently envied their love for years.

“Baby …” he says in a reverent tone as he opens her door.

“You’re here.” She falls into his arms, and I tear up, sharing their loss, mourning my own loss, aching for a man to love me like that.

“Your dad called, but I was already on my way,” he says.

“You’re here.” She wraps her arms around him, and he holds her like she’s his world, all the stars, the oceans and mountains, the air he breathes.

“Of course I’m here.”

“The kids—”

“Home with my dad. Your dad and Deedy are on their way now.”

After he calms her down, his attention shifts to me. “Ave.”

“Pool guy.” I find a small smile for him.

“You okay?”

I nod.

“She’s not.” Sydney pulls away, wiping her eyes.

“I am.” I shrug. “I will be.”

Jake’s truck pulls in two spaces to the left of us. He gets out of the truck and introduces himself to Lautner like nothing has happened between us.

I get out of Sydney’s Lexus and head to his truck, using this opportunity to get the rest of my stuff out of it while he’s distracted with Lautner.

Unfortunately, the distraction doesn’t last.

“I’ll get it.” Jake eases the tailgate down just before I can release it.

I step away. I look away. I wish I could just fly away.