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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

What he could not have factored into his thinking was Ellis showing up at Geraldine’s wedding just days after he had sat Naomi down, taken her hands in his, admitted the awful thing he had done and then asked for her forgiveness. Appalled and sickened, she could barely bring herself to look at him, much less forgive him and had insisted that he sleep in the spare room.

For her friend’s sake – having bought at the last minute the largest hat she could find to hide beneath – she had squared her shoulders, put on a united front with Colin and had smiled her way through Geraldine and Brian’s wedding, just wanting it to be over.

But then Ellis had spotted her, and a collision course was set in motion and she had behaved in a way she would never have dreamt possible.

There was so much she shouldn’t have done that day. She shouldn’t have felt so pathetically sorry for herself and responded to Ellis in the way she had. She shouldn’t have used him in order to hurt Colin, to pay him back for hurting her. See, Colin, she wanted to scream in his face as she kissed Ellis, this is how it hurts. But it hadn’t hurt as Ellis had poured himself into her and her body had writhed in ecstasy beneath his in an explosion of angry desire.

Oh, it had been heady stuff! There on the floor of that summerhouse, for one euphoric beautiful moment, she had never felt more out of control, yet at the same time so utterly in control.

What she had thought would be a one-off moment of mad revenge proved to be no such thing. She met Ellis twice more in the week that followed, taking an extended lunch break to meet him in a hotel that was equidistant from their offices in London, where he was now working after a stint in Manchester. Afterwards she would return to work with his scent on her, fuelling her desire for the next time she would see him, the next time when his touch would ignite her.

She may well have lost her head, but she hadn’t lost her conscience entirely. With Colin still banished to the spare room, she would wake in the middle of the night full of remorse. This was not her. This was not the woman she thought she would ever be. Duplicitous. Revengeful. Reckless.

She came to her senses when a few days later she realised her period was now three weeks late. In all the emotional turmoil of the last week or so she had lost track of her dates, but when she checked her diary, she calculated she must have been pregnant before Colin’s confession. The knowledge that she was pregnant made her accept that she could no longer behave like a spoilt child getting her own back on Colin. They were now going to be parents; it was time put away childish things.