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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

Her teenage years had been full of angst and frustration that life seemed to be moving at what she saw as an infuriatingly slow pace. She had been in such a hurry to be an adult, and once she was, the world suddenly changed and she underwent a transformation, realising that her energy could be put to better use by keeping her emotions firmly under control. That was what was meant by being a grown-up, the ability to think logically and objectively. In contrast, Willow had always seemed to want to remain a child and view life accordingly.

Hearing Ellis now replying to something Tom had just asked him, Martha was once again drawn to the mellifluous sound of his voice, accompanied now by a burst of birdsong from the nearby lilac tree. She wondered how much of that persuasive voice of his he’d used to sweet-talk his way into Mum’s life? And now into Willow’s by the looks of things. Perhaps, she thought, stealing a look in Tom’s direction, him too.

But smooth voice or not, how could Mum think it was right to replace Dad so soon? It was an insult to all those years of marriage. How could that be swept away so easily? Did they count for nothing? And why the hell did Mum have to look so gooey-eyed whenever she looked at Ellis? When had she ever looked like that before?

She certainly wasn’t behaving like the woman Martha knew as Mum. This was a stranger sitting with them. An imposter who kept fiddling with her hair and smiling for no real reason. If Dad were here now, he probably wouldn’t even recognise her.

Tearing off another piece of flatbread and dipping it into the dish of hummus, and hearing a lull in the conversation, Martha decided it was time she spoke. ‘So, Ellis,’ she began, ‘tell us how you and Mum first met.’ There were dozens of questions she wanted to ask Ellis, but this was as good a one as any to start with in getting to the bottom of just who he was and exactly where he had sprung from.

‘I told you before how we met,’ Naomi said with a small unnecessary laugh. ‘It was aeons ago when we were students at university.’

‘Yes, but how did you meet? And were you just friends? Or,’ she added with heavy emphasis, ‘more than friends?’

Chapter Eighteen

‘All I’m saying is that somebody has to get to the bottom of things,’ said Martha. ‘I can’t put my finger on it, but there’s something that just doesn’t add up. It’s not so much what Mum and Ellis say as what they don’t say.’

They were on their way back to Tom and Martha’s, where Willow would then catch a train into London. It had felt like a long and tiring day for her and, too weary to respond to her sister, she stared out of the car window in the early evening light at the cow parsley that spilled over the narrow road that was taking them away from Tilsham. As a child, and if Mum was driving – she always drove at a slower speed than Dad – Willow would lean as far as she could from the car window to touch the hedgerow. She had loved the sensation of her hand brushing against the frothy flower heads. Although one day she was stung by a bee. Martha had told her how stupid she’d been and told her off for effectively killing the bee by making it sting her and then causing its death. Her sister, of course, never did anything as thoughtless or careless. That was Willow’s speciality. She slid a hand down to her stomach to where proof of her latest act of folly resided.