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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

‘Not in so many words, but I suspect she doesn’t want to criticise Rick, even in private, seeing as he’s the father of her grandchild-to-be.’

‘That’s Mum all over; she never wants to rock the boat. Willow’s the same. They both have a natural tendency to think well of people and give them the benefit of the doubt. As you know by now, I tend to think the worst of people until proved wrong.’

‘There’s an obvious question I could ask after a statement like that, but I shan’t go there.’

‘Which is to your credit,’ Martha said. ‘Also to your credit is that you do seem to make Mum happy. But I’ll warn you now, should that change, you will be my first port of call.’

‘I’d expect nothing less. And I hereby solemnly swear that if I am the cause of a moment’s unhappiness for your mother, you will have every right to take me to task.’

‘Hmmm … You talk a good talk, Ellis, I’ll give you that.’

He couldn’t help but smile. ‘They’re not empty words, Martha. I wouldn’t insult you by saying something I didn’t mean.’

‘Good. Now it’s my turn to ask you a question. What’s going on between Lucas and Willow?’

This was shakier ground for Ellis and he thought hard before answering. ‘Nothing as far as I know,’ he said evenly.

Martha tutted. ‘Oh, come on, Ellis, we both know full well there’s something going on between the pair of them. Question is: what?’

‘You’re right,’ he admitted. ‘But I don’t think—’ he broke off, unsure how to phrase what he wanted to say. With Martha he could see that every word counted. ‘I don’t think any lines have been crossed,’ he said finally.

‘Meanwhile, they’re naively kidding themselves it’s all perfectly innocent between them?’ she said, sounding unconvinced.

‘But we’ve all done something similar, haven’t we?’ remarked Ellis. ‘I know I have. What about you?’

‘What? Flirted with somebody when I know perfectly well I shouldn’t?’

He smiled to himself at how literally she took his words. ‘It doesn’t have to be as blatant as flirting,’ he said, ‘often it’s just a feeling one has when around a person. A shifting of equilibrium, you might say.’

‘If I felt that and knew it was inappropriate, I’d be quick to shut that feeling down.’

How very noble, he thought, and how very black and white the world must be to Martha. He could almost envy her that degree of certainty, but experience had taught him that certainty in life was a fool’s game. He for one couldn’t condemn Lucas for feeling attracted to Willow when he himself had had an affair with Naomi all those years ago.

With Haslemere behind them and heading towards Petersfield, Ellis was taken aback by Martha’s next question.

‘Have you ever wondered about the lies Rick told Willow regarding that cat he buried?’ she said.

‘In what way?’

‘That maybe he’s lying to cover up something far worse.’ Martha hesitated. ‘What if Rick killed the cat?’