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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

He was still watching as she opened the fridge to find the butter, and then the cupboard where the jar of peanut butter was kept.

‘I don’t know how you can eat that disgusting stuff,’ he said. ‘It can’t be good for you, all that fatty oil.’

‘It’s good fat,’ she said, ‘I’m sure I read somewhere that it’s good for me and the baby.’

‘Says the girl who’s been out partying all night,’ he said disdainfully. ‘Is that good for you and our baby too?’

‘It was my leaving do, Rick, I’m allowed that, aren’t I?’ The toast now ready, she began spreading the butter onto it. Except it was so cold from being in the fridge, she had practically to hack chunks off to put on the toast.

‘But you should have checked your mobile,’ he insisted. ‘Just once would have been enough to put my mind at rest. But oh no, you were having far too good a time without me to think about that. Which is just another example of your selfishness. You never think about anyone but yourself, do you?’

‘That’s so not true, Rick. I’m always thinking of you. That’s why I told Mum today that I’d have to check with you first about going to stay with her for a few days.’

He stared at her. ‘I can’t possibly take any time off work at the moment to go traipsing down to Sussex.’

Dolloping a generous amount of peanut butter onto the first of the two slices of toast, she chose her next words with care. ‘Mum thought that would be the case, so she’s suggested I go on my own. It’s my last chance before the baby comes to do something like this. It’ll only be for a few days. A sort of mini-break.’

He shook his head. ‘Absolutely not. At this stage of your pregnancy I don’t want you going anywhere without me.’

‘But you’ll be at work all day and I’ll be stuck here alone with nothing to do.’

‘Stuck?’ he repeated. ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’

‘It means I’ll be here twiddling my thumbs just waiting. It’ll be so boring for me.’

‘You’ll be doing what you should be doing and that’s resting.’

‘But I’d be resting down at Mum’s.’

He shook his head as though she had just said something incredibly stupid. ‘Oh, Willow, is this how it’s always going to be?’

‘What do you mean?’

‘You disagreeing with me and doing as you please and not giving a damn about my feelings or what I want. Just as you did tonight. Just as you always do.’

There was a marked change to the tone of his voice. Thankfully the anger had drained away; now he just sounded exasperated with her. Or perhaps disappointed in her. Yes, that was it. He felt she had let him down. And let herself down too. Dad had said that about her when she’d gone home to tell her parents that she was giving up on university, that it simply wasn’t for her. ‘Oh, Willow,’ he’d said, ‘you’ve let yourself down again, haven’t you?’