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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

‘I doubt that. But for now, why don’t you make yourself comfortable. Do you have anything to eat or drink?’

‘I have some coffee,’ she said, gingerly lowering herself to the floor. She was still scared that the slightest movement might cause the lift to plummet and send her crashing to her death.

‘That’s good. Now I’m going to go a bit quiet for a while, is that okay with you?’

‘Yes,’ she said.

Her legs sticking out in front of her, Martha took a sip of her coffee. At the same time she rested a hand on her baby bump. ‘There’s nothing to worry about,’ she told the baby.

As if in response, the baby seemed to stretch out a leg to give her a swift kick that landed in her lower ribs.

‘Okay,’ said Martha, ‘so you don’t agree, but there’s no need to get all antsy with me. I mean, it’s not my fault I’m stuck here in this lift. Do you think I planned it?’

She kept up a steady monologue of nonsense while she drank her coffee. Martha knew that at this stage of the pregnancy, her baby could hear her voice and could react to it. The baby’s eyelids were open at twenty-five weeks too, and her brain and lungs and digestive system were formed as well, although not fully developed. She was a truly wondrous little being who regularly hiccupped inside Martha and could keep her awake with her constant fidgeting as if she were bored and looking for something to do. ‘Just like her mother,’ Tom said, ‘always on the go, always needing to be busy.’

Family lore had it that Martha had been a fractiously fidgety baby. ‘You came out of the womb, kicking and screaming and ready to pick a fight,’ Dad had always joked. ‘There you were, your little fists tightly clenched, ready to fight your corner.’

Mum was a little more generous with her version of Martha’s baby years, explaining that she was a typical first child and that they, as parents, were learning on the job and didn’t always get it right. ‘You probably picked up on our lack of confidence,’ Mum said, ‘and by the time Willow came along, we felt we knew what we were doing and didn’t worry so much, so that made her less anxious too.’

Out of the two of them, Martha was happy to concede that Tom would be the more patient parent. She would always be impatient for the next phase, just as she had been impatient to conceive. Now she was impatient for the day when she would go into labour.

Just not today, she thought. Giving birth in a lift with only Andy’s disembodied voice to help was not what she wanted. Not when her baby was too small to be born now … not when her daughter’s chances of survival were so slim.

No sooner had she pushed this panicky thought from her mind, than her stomach tightened, and with such force, she gasped.