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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

‘Why would you say he’s come to rescue me?’ she said as Lucas helped her to her feet.

‘He seems the sort to want to do that, that’s all.’

‘Is that a bad thing?’ she asked with a frown.

‘That’s for you to decide.’

Chapter Forty-Four

Once they were in the car and on their way back to London, it was like waiting for a storm to break, and just as the sky turned ominously dark with rain clouds, Willow knew it was going to come; it was just a matter of when.

Many times as a child when she had done something that had annoyed her father, she had been in just this situation – waiting for the inevitable. Like the time she had accidentally scratched Dad’s new car when her bike fell against it in the garage. Or the time she had been sick in his boat. On another occasion, Martha had wanted to take the blame for something Willow had done, knowing that Dad wouldn’t be so cross with her. Martha so rarely did anything wrong, there was no way their father would be furious with her.

On that particular occasion Dad had been in a bad mood for several days and Willow had been messing about doing handstands in the dining room, while Martha timed her to see how long she could hold the position. But then disaster struck when one of Willow’s legs knocked against the sideboard, sending a cut-glass decanter flying. It had been no ordinary decanter; it was old, and Dad treasured it because it had belonged to his father. Knowing that Dad would hit the roof with Willow, Martha had offered to say that she had broken the decanter. But Willow couldn’t let her sister do that: whatever punishment was due, it was hers.

From quite a young age she had trained herself not to be scared of Dad, not even when he was absolutely livid. While he raged and blustered, she could think of something completely different and disappear deep inside herself, even when he whacked the backs of her legs. If he did punish her with a smack, he always apologised afterwards and made her promise she would never tell Mum. He would often then be extra nice to her to make up for being so angry.

So yes, she knew all about storms blowing in and then blowing themselves out. That’s how it would be with Rick during the journey home. While the syrupy tension between them thickened, she just had to wait patiently for the storm to break and let the thunder and lightning do its worst. Then the sun would burst through the clouds, the tension would be gone, and they’d both say sorry and carry on as though nothing had happened. These things never lasted. That was the nature of a storm; it was over as suddenly as it started.

And really, just as she had herself to blame for smashing Dad’s special decanter all those years ago, it was her fault today she was sitting here waiting for Rick to take her to task. But how could she tell him that there was something about being in Lucas’s company that made her feel like her old self again, the Willow who could drift along on the tide, taking each day as it came?