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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

For a man like Colin, very much an alpha male, it was so much better to suppress the pain and anguish. Rightly or wrongly, it was why Naomi forgave him his outbursts. She didn’t expect others to understand that. Or to understand that their secret – their dirty secret that he hit her – became a bond between them. He trusted her not to tell anyone, she even promised him that she wouldn’t, but only because it was easy to keep a promise that was cloaked in shame and humiliation, that she, an intelligent woman, ‘allowed’ her husband to hit her.

She still felt that shame now and doubted she would ever really lose it. She knew that Ellis had been shocked by what she had shared with him, and that he would never understand how a man like Colin could behave so badly and get away with it.

But who were she and Ellis to judge when, the night of Geraldine’s wedding, they had lain on the floor of that summerhouse and made love? She had been a married woman with her desire fuelled by the need to pay her husband back for his affair, and Ellis had been fully aware of that. So no, she would not judge Colin. The only person she had a right to judge was herself, and over the years she had done far too much of that. But not anymore. With Ellis, she was determined to live with a fresh clean slate.

A few weeks ago, he had taken her by surprise when he’d told her that not only had he renewed the rental agreement on Waterside Cottage for another couple of months but he had been in talks with the owners to buy it.

‘But why?’ she had asked, alarmed. ‘Is it so you can have somewhere to escape if things go wrong between us?’

‘I knew you’d think that,’ he’d said, ‘and it’s absolutely not the reason I’m doing it. Apart from anything else, a beach-front property is a good investment.’

After that awful visit to the solicitor in Chichester, Naomi knew the value of Ellis’s financial portfolio, just as he knew her worth, so she couldn’t really see that he needed yet another investment.

‘I’m thinking ahead,’ he’d explained. ‘It might be nice for Lucas to have somewhere to stay when he visits in the future. And also, Martha and Willow. Overspill accommodation, if you like.’

‘But there’s room here,’ she’d countered.

‘I’m told by friends,’ he’d said with a smile, ‘who already have grandchildren that the more space one can have, the better. Besides, I thought it would be a fun project for us to do the cottage up together.’ He’d then produced some roughly sketched plans that showed how he wanted to open up the ground floor and install bi-fold doors so the beach and garden became a part of the cottage.

‘You’ve put a lot of thought into this, haven’t you?’ she’d said.

‘I have,’ he’d admitted. ‘I decided that I’d had enough of retirement, I need something to do. You have your garden, which I’m more than happy to help you with, but I suspect I might be trespassing on sacred ground in that respect.’