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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

But what? That she thought Rick cared too much? How could that ever be a problem?

The thing was, the more she saw of Rick, the more she thought there was something that didn’t ring true about him. If she didn’t know better, she would say it was all an act with him. He was playing a part, and playing it to the hilt, insinuating his way into their family and beguiling Naomi with his charm and helpfulness. Although there had been nothing charming about his manner at the fête yesterday afternoon when he’d revealed Willow’s condition – that she was pregnant. For a moment he’d seemed quite different, almost surly. Was that his true self? Had, for a split second, the mask dropped?

As for his endless fretting over Willow, dictating what she could and could not eat and drink, that would drive Martha crazy if Tom ever tried that on her. During lunch today, Rick had insisted that anything Willow ate from the barbecue, which Ellis had presided over, was thoroughly cooked, that there was no blood seeping out of her burger or lamb chop.

‘Sorry to be such a pain, Ellis,’ he’d said, all ingratiating smiles and apologies, ‘but I’d never forgive myself if any harm came to Willow or the baby.’

He’d then had the nerve to take over the barbecue, damn near burning everything for them all while banging on about salmonella and how somebody he’d known had been ill for months after eating a dodgy chicken drumstick while in Hong Kong. God, he’d sounded such an old woman and had made Martha want to eat the bloodiest burger she could get her hands on, which naturally she wouldn’t, she wasn’t stupid. But she could quite sympathise with Willow trying to have a sneaky glass of wine behind Rick’s back. No, she didn’t blame her sister for doing that. In her shoes, Martha would probably do the same.

In contrast Martha had been quite open with Tom about the wine she’d drunk in the garden yesterday afternoon, but it wouldn’t be something she would do too often. Just as she wouldn’t drink more than the odd cup of coffee. Which was a challenge at work, where mainlining super-strength caffeine was an essential part of the working day.

Returning her thoughts to Rick again, Martha wondered if her problem with him lay in the potential threat he possessed with regards to the balance of their family. By being the father of Willow’s child, he had the power, and, Martha suspected, the motivation, to change things. Because if, through his encouragement, Willow emerged from her chrysalis, as Tom had called it, and finally become the adult it was high time she did, that would mean the dynamics between the two sisters would have to change. No longer could Martha play the Big Sister card.

The very fact that she was articulating these thoughts disturbed her. Perhaps because it was scarily true, and the truth was often at odds with the perception one had of oneself, or how one wanted to be perceived.