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  1. Also by Erica James
  2. Copyright
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Contents
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  64. Chapter Sixty
  65. Acknowledgements
  66. About the Publisher

They were only a few miles from Tilsham, passing along lanes with verdant hedgerows and towering cow parsley, when Tom asked the question she knew he would. ‘Have you decided when exactly this weekend we’ll tell your mother and Willow our news?’

‘This evening is still my preferred option,’ she replied, ‘when the fête is over and we’re having supper. But who knows,’ she added with a wry smile, ‘I might just blurt it out.’

‘I don’t have a problem with that,’ he said, ‘and the sooner we do share our good news, the sooner Willow can admit that she’s also pregnant, and then we can all relax. Do you think it’s possible she might have already told your mother?’

‘More than possible. Or maybe Rick has let the cat out of the bag again. He did seem excessively pleased with himself when he told me.’

‘You can’t blame him for that,’ said Tom, ‘I expect I shall sound just as smug when I tell people.’

‘But remember what we decided,’ she warned, ‘no telling anyone at work, not for a good while yet.’

‘It’s okay,’ he said, ‘I know the drill.’

As they entered the village and saw the pretty flint-stone cottages either side of them decorated with colourful hanging baskets and bunting – a long-standing fête tradition – Martha unexpectedly experienced a shot of adrenaline course through her. She was accustomed to feeling this at work – a fight or flight response – but this was a new phenomenon for her when arriving home at Anchor House.

She reasoned that it was because she didn’t really know what awaited her when they parked on the drive, and walked round to the back of the house to let themselves in. Before Dad died, she knew exactly what to expect; he’d greet her with one of his all-enveloping hugs and demand to know every scrap of her latest news. Meanwhile Mum would be chatting to Tom in a much quieter and more measured manner.

But now that didn’t happen. Now it was as if Anchor House no longer really felt like home. And Mum wasn’t Mum anymore. She was a stranger acting in a strange and totally unlike-Mum kind of way.

Martha had been grateful that Mum had never been one of those awful helicopter mothers who felt the need to control every aspect of her child’s life. She had been much more inclined to stand back and let Martha and Willow get on with things, and without feeling they had to be constantly in touch. ‘You must have your freedom,’ she had frequently encouraged them. ‘That’s how you learn to cope in life.’

But as unfair as it might sound, Martha couldn’t accept that Mum might feel the same way herself, that she now needed her own freedom to make her own mistakes and learn from them. Martha couldn’t bear the thought of her mother making a fool of herself over some man she thought she loved.

The sight of Rick’s BMW on the driveway – parked at an angle that made it awkward for Tom to park as neatly as he would have liked – caused Martha at once to feel less than positively towards him. And despite all her good intention, she was suddenly filled with the same sense of indignant outrage she’d experienced when Rick had taken her to task on the telephone.