Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

Mother laid the little girl on the carpet at my feet and knelt beside her small body, stroking her cheek. The girl didn’t stir at all. She looked peaceful, but I could see dried tear stains on her pale cheeks.

Mother pulled up the girl’s left sleeve to reveal a horrible bruise on her tiny upper arm. ‘Look, Mirabelle, look! Look what that evil man did to her!’

The bruise looked like fingers – strong, angry fingers that had gripped Clarabelle’s arm so viciously that blood had climbed to the surface, pooling under the girl’s delicate skin like squashed plums under a piece of paper.

‘That’s awful,’ I whispered. ‘But you’ve taken her away from him now. She’s safe, isn’t she?’

Mother dragged her hands down her face. She looked like she was about to cry. ‘That’s just it. I’m afraid the damage has been partway done.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘I mean, Clarabelle’s mind. It’s damaged. I think – I hope – given time, the damage can be reversed, but …’

‘But what?’

Mother exhaled heavily. ‘She’s not making sense. Her name, for example. She thinks her name is Emma, which of course is complete nonsense. It’s a brain thing, you see. She’s all confused because of what that evil man did to her.’

‘Does she need to see a brain doctor then?’ I said.

‘No, don’t be so ridiculous,’ Mother snapped. ‘All she needs is my love and care.’

I looked down at Clarabelle’s small face and murmured, ‘I can help too. I want to help make her better.’

Mother patted my arm. ‘Best if you stay away from her for now. Too many new faces will be all the more confusing for poor Clarabelle.’

I nodded, trying not to feel hurt.

‘Now, off you go back to your studies. I’m popping out to get some fabric to make Clarabelle’s dresses. By the time I get back, I expect you to have completed all of Section B. If you finish before I return, you may read your new book.’

‘Thank you, Mother!’ I said, excited by the prospect of reading The Secret Garden.

‘You know, I was rather like Mary Lennox as a child.’

‘How do you mean?’ So far, Mary seemed spoiled and strange and not very nice to other people at all.

‘I was very lonely, I suppose. Even though I had a sister, I—’

‘You had a sister?’ Mother told me before that she was an only child.

Mother’s eyes burned. ‘Did you just interrupt me, Mirabelle?’

‘I’m sorry, Mother.’

She exhaled and nodded. ‘It’s all right. Don’t do it again. Now off you go.’