Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

Mother nodded and clasped her hands together on her lap. She sat up straighter and raised her chin. ‘If I hadn’t taken her away from that evil man, I just know she’d have ended up dead – or worse.’

‘How can anything be worse than dead?’ I said.

Mother snorted, ‘Believe me, people can suffer a lot more if they are kept alive.’

A distant smile touched her lips. A smile that didn’t make sense, given what she had said.

I ignored an unpleasant twisting sensation in my tummy and asked, ‘How did you know Clarabelle’s father was hurting her? Did you see?’

Mother looked off into the distance, perhaps into a memory. ‘I’m very intuitive, Mirabelle, and when I saw the way he dragged her around the supermarket, I just knew. You know what I mean?’

I nodded, trying to understand, telling myself to look up the word ‘intuitive’ in Mother’s mammoth dictionary later.

‘She reminded me ever so much of you when you were little, and I knew it was up to me to rescue her.’

‘What about the police? Did you tell them?’ I said, thinking about Sherlock Holmes. If there was a policeman like that, I was sure he’d be able to catch a horrible man like Clarabelle’s father.

Mother shook her head. ‘They wouldn’t do anything. It takes years and years for the police to find all the evidence they need to build a case against bad parents, and by then it’s too late.’

‘What about her mother?’

Mother frowned. ‘The mother’s irrelevant. All that matters is that I’ve taken her away from that evil man. I can take care of her properly.’

‘Like you take care of me?’

‘Exactly,’ Mother stood up and grabbed my wrist. ‘Look, I’ll show you.’

I let her pull me out of the bedroom and across the landing. She released her grip on my wrist and wrestled with the keys at her belt. I watched her unlock the door, suddenly nervous. Did I want to see what was in that room?

But Mother closed the door behind her, careful not to let me look inside. She came out with a sleeping Clarabelle in her arms. Mother had changed her into one of my old white nightdresses. A bubble of envy surfaced in my heart and floated for a second until stronger feelings of pity and sorrow pushed themselves forward and popped the hateful bubble. The little girl was a victim. An innocent, helpless child who had done nothing to deserve the evil actions of the person she probably trusted more than anyone else in the world. I still wondered about Clarabelle’s mother, but I didn’t say anything.