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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

I found the second sandwich and ate it like a wild beast, tearing chunks and chomping on them briefly before swallowing them down into my empty tummy. It was spam, but it was the best thing I’d ever tasted. When I finished the sandwich, I reached for the bowl and tipped water into my mouth, delighting, despite everything, in the deliciousness of the cold, crisp liquid. I was careful not to spill any. If Mother didn’t let me out, we would need to make this water last a long time.

Carefully, I passed the bowl to Olivia and heard her drinking hungrily. She moaned with relief and burped. It would have been funny if not for the queasy uncertainty that plagued us. For a time that seemed impossibly long, we sat in silence listening, waiting and hoping she would open the door again, and that her answer would be the one we needed. I bit my nails and prayed to a god I didn’t believe in. It was a simple yes or no answer. Please say yes. Please say yes, please say yes. Please say—

The door creaked open a few inches. Light shone in, golden and glorious. Birds sang.

‘I’ve given it a long hard thought and I miss you too, Mirabelle. You’ll never know just how much. Things have been hard, so hard. I’ve thought about letting you out hundreds of times. I nearly did once. I came out here and I stared at the shelter. I even pulled the key out of my pocket. I was so close to opening the door and letting you come back inside, but right at the last second I remembered how very badly you behaved, and I realized, as I’ve come to realize again, just now, that you are not the little girl you used to be. You used to be so pretty and kind and good. Such a good, beautiful little doll, but you’ve changed. You’ve developed these strange, wild ideas about me and about yourself. You seem convinced I’m not your mother and it’s hurt me very deeply. Too deeply. You’ve given me a wound that will never ever heal, but worse than that – if that’s possible – is that I know you can no longer be trusted. I know you’re lying to me about Clarabelle. I know—’

‘No, Mother, please. Listen. I’m not lying about her! I promise you I’m not. I know where she is and I’ll take you there. I’ll—’

‘Stop. You’re embarrassing yourself now. My goodness, Mirabelle, I’ve never heard you sound so pathetic. You’re a nasty little liar. You’re just as bad as her. You’re both evil and evil deserves to be punished. Evil, evil, evil, evil!’

A scream-like roar tore itself from Olivia’s throat, ‘YOU’RE THE EVIL ONE, YOU MONSTER!’