Back Mother Loves Me
Chapters (61)
  1. Cover
  2. MOTHER LOVES ME
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Keep Reading …
  59. Acknowledgements
  60. About the Author
  61. About the Publisher

‘Yes, you can. You can let me out and we can be a family again. I will help with all of the chores around the house and we can keep each other company and dance to the Eagles and—’

‘No. That’s simply not possible. Not now. Not now that …’

‘That what?’

‘That you know about her.’

I knew she was talking about Olivia. I felt a hand on my back and nearly gasped. Olivia was on the step below me. Now that she was there I could feel her heat and smell her sweat. My own sweat was cold and ran down my back. I looked at the sandwich, desperate to eat it.

‘I won’t tell anyone,’ I said, intentionally not saying Olivia’s name. Last time I had said her name, Mother had gone mad.

‘I know that,’ she said. ‘But you’ll know, and I know you, Mirabelle. I know you won’t be able to stop yourself from trying to let her out – and that can never happen. She’s evil personified. I’ve already told you that.’

A saying I’d read in a book popped into my head. Pot. Kettle. Black. I’d not understood what it meant at the time, but sudden understanding flicked on like a light.

‘OK. I understand that, but you can let me out. I will be better, better-behaved, and I can help you find Clarabelle.’

The diamond was out there now. It was my only bargaining tool. If she didn’t take it, I had no other options.

I held my breath, and her breath hitched. Olivia’s hand found my shoulder. It trembled. I could picture Mother frowning, thinking it through, her mouth a grim line, her small, dark eyes narrowed to slits.

‘How?’ she said slowly, drawing out the word.

This was it. The big lie. ‘She told me she was going to hide in the woods, near the cottage, next to this fallen tree we saw.’ I nearly added, when we were running away from you.

‘Which fallen tree? There are hundreds of fallen trees in the woods.’

‘There was this huge one that I fell over. I can remember exactly where it is. It’s next to a deep hole in the ground. I can take you there and we can bring Clarabelle home and start afresh and be a happy family, and I can learn how to make dresses and we can make dresses for Clarabelle and—’

‘That’s enough. Be quiet now. I need to think.’

She let the door fall shut, making me jump.

‘Bloody psycho,’ Olivia whispered, ‘she might actually be buying it.’

‘Here,’ I said, feeling for a sandwich then turning round to hand it to her.

‘Thanks.’