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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

But when Ali parted her legs with his knee, she stiffened.

He stopped, again more amused than angry. “Are you afraid of me, Amira?”

“No,” she protested, though she certainly was afraid of disappointing him. “Then perhaps you simply don’t wish to do what you’ve been told you must do—is that it?”

Amira lowered her eyes. How could she wish or not wish for something she had never experienced?

“If you’re reluctant, there’s no need to go on.”

“But that’s impossible,” she blurted out. “What about …” she trailed off, too embarrassed to proceed.

“Ah, yes.” Ali smiled. “The requisite show of blood to prove your virtue. Well, my dear, I have no need of such proof. But if you feel there must be some display, I’m ready to shed my blood in place of yours.” From the night- stand drawer, he pulled out a jeweled stiletto, rolled up his pajama sleeve, and extended his arm. “Just say the word.”

“No! No, I don’t want you to … I mean, there’s no need.”

Ali put the knife down. “Well, then, perhaps you require more champagne.” “Yes, please.” She stole a glance at her husband as he got up to refill her glass. Above the silk pajama bottoms, his body was well muscled and smooth.

Turning quickly, he saw her looking. “Do I pass muster, dear Wife?” She blushed furiously. “I didn’t … I mean I wasn’t …”

“Of course, you were,” he teased. “There’s no need to be so demure—as long as those glances are reserved for me.”

She took the glass he offered and drained it quickly.

“Slowly, slowly, Amira. Such pleasures are meant to be savored.”

She giggled. Such a lovely feeling, this light-headedness, the cocoon of Ali’s bed. He opened his arms and kissed her slowly, deeply.

“That’s more like it,” he said. “This isn’t an execution, you know.” Totally relaxed, she fell back on the bed. He began stroking her again, outlining the curve of her breasts, the swell of her belly. When he reached her thighs, she parted them readily, no longer apprehensive. As his fingers probed her, first gently, then insistently, she felt a liquid heat building inside her.

“Lovely,” he murmured, his dark eyes glistening. As her body began to shudder, he straddled her legs quickly and entered her. When she cried out, he stopped for a moment, then began to move inside and against her. The pain gave way to a rush of new sensations, rising and swelling—and when she cried out again, it was from joy and the thrill of discovery.

She did not notice—nor could she have known—that her husband did not reach a climax. She fell asleep peaceful and content, thinking that if this was marriage, everything else was pale and insipid by comparison.

13. Honeymoon

Honeymoon

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