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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

It wouldn’t come. The music wasn’t the same, there was no Laila, nothing was right. She should work on the lessons Miss Vanderbeek had left her, or maybe experiment with makeup. Or do something else. But she was still dancing, mechanically and aimlessly, when her father’s voice thundered from the door.

“What are you doing! By God, that I should see this! Are you my daughter?” His face bloodless with anger, Omar reached her in one stride and dragged her from the room by her hair.

In the women’s country, there were gasps when he burst in. “Where is my wife?! Where?!”

Jihan materialized as the other women vanished in a whisper of cloth and a clatter of sandals.

“What is it? What’s wrong, my husband?”

“I told you. I warned you. It’s time and past time. It will be done now!” Jihan shook her head. “But, Husband, she’s not yet reached her time. She’s still a child.”

“A child I’ve just seen flaunting herself like a Cairo whore, in my study, to my radio. Go! It’s still on. Go hear the godless music for yourself.”

“I believe you, Omar. Punish her as you wish. It’s just that she hasn’t started yet and—”

“Silence!” Omar spotted Bahia hovering in a corner. “You! You know what’s to be done. Go fetch what’s needed.”

Amira had never known such terror. She had sinned greatly. Not just the sin of her shameless dancing, but the far worse sin of arousing ghadab, rage, in a parent. Children who did that endangered their very souls. She cried helplessly while Jihan made feeble protests that Omar, now stonily silent, ignored. Bahia reappeared carrying the abeyya.

“This is not her punishment,” Omar told Jihan. “I will decide that later. This is what God ordains. See that you do it.” He turned and left. They took her to Jihan’s room. Amira still wept. Veiling was supposed to be a happy and proud occasion, a passage into womanhood, but she had ruined it beyond hope. “It’s too soon,” she murmured. It was all she could think of to say in her defense.

But now it was her mother who was stern: “It’s soon enough. Do you dare dispute your father?”

The long black veiling robe came down, covering her face, dulling the colors of the room, the colors of her childhood, shrouding her face from all who might take joy in seeing it—but also, thank God, hiding her tears.

Part Three

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9. Jihan

Jihan

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“Mother, don’t you want to join us outside? Auntie Najla’s in rare form. Mother?” “I’d rather sit here, child. I’m tired.” “You can sit outside. Come have some tea. It’s a beautiful day.”