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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Amira exhaled a sigh of relief.

Ali held out his hand. Obediently and with something very much like gratitude—after all, he could have been old and like Laila’s husband—she took it. He led her into the bedroom, which was dominated by a majestic Chinese bed, hand-carved and decorated in gold. Silently, Amira tried to take in the lavishness of her new home. “Champagne?”

She was startled. Amira wasn’t a religious fanatic, and she knew that plenty of people drank in al-Remal despite the strict laws against it. But she had never tasted alcohol herself.

Ali handed her a crystal tulip filled with bubbling gold. He smiled. “Relax, my dear. It won’t hurt you. Champagne’s not even liquor. It’s liquid happiness.”

Amira sipped. Her mouth tingled, an interesting sensation.

Still smiling, and in the same pleasant tone, Ali said: “Take off your clothes.” Amira froze. This, of course, was expected—but not so suddenly. She knew what she had learned from her aunts, learned all her life, in fact: that, no matter what her husband wanted, she must do it. Not just tonight, but always.

Otherwise, she could be sent back to her father’s house in disgrace. To be ruled by her aunts. To become one of them herself in time. She shuddered at the thought, and Ali, mistaking the cause, laughed. “Is it so terrible to be alone with me? You’re my wife, after all.”

Blushing, Amira retreated to the marble bathroom. She removed her bridal gown, the layers of silk underwear. When she reached the flimsy teddy, about which there had been much ribald comment at the women’s celebration, she stopped.

She didn’t want to make her husband angry, but she couldn’t stand naked before him, she just couldn’t. Timidly, she edged back into the bedroom, her bare feet sinking in the luxurious white carpet.

He didn’t seem angry or even annoyed as he admired her once again, almost as if she were an artwork.

“You have a lovely body,” he said, “lean and supple and strong … like a true thoroughbred.”

Amira smiled her appreciation of the compliment. Since reaching womanhood, she often worried that she’d grown too tall, that her hips hadn’t filled out enough, that she lacked the voluptuous fleshiness that so many Remali men seemed to prefer. Yet, from the way he spoke, it was clear Ali was pleased with her.

He led her to the bed and began stroking her, as if she were a kitten. Basking in the warmth of his approval, Amira allowed herself the pleasure of his touch. How lovely it was, she thought, to be petted and caressed.

As Ali brushed her breasts with his fingertips, the champagne-tingle spread throughout her body. So this is what it was all about, the whispering and laughing. This warm fluttering, this weightlessness, this was what had been forbidden.