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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Time's Up
  5. Acknowledgments
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. 1. Amira Babir
  9. 2. Sorrow
  10. 3. Malik
  11. Part Two
  12. 4. Childhood
  13. 5. Nanny Karin
  14. 6. Friendship
  15. 7. Black Dream
  16. 8. The End of Childhood
  17. Part Three
  18. 9. Jihan
  19. 10. Good-Byes
  20. 11. Alone
  21. Part Four
  22. 12. Ali
  23. 13. Honeymoon
  24. 14. Marriage
  25. 15. Motherhood
  26. 16. Philippe
  27. 17. A Man in The Night
  28. Part Five
  29. 18. Fear
  30. 19. Remali Police
  31. 20. Morning Visitors
  32. 21. Prodigal’ Return
  33. 22. Escape
  34. 23. Brother Peter
  35. 24. M. Cheverny
  36. 25. Enemies
  37. 26. A New Woman
  38. Part Six
  39. 27. An All- American Boy
  40. 28. Genevieve
  41. 29. Carolyn
  42. 30. Incident In Toronto
  43. 31. Laila
  44. 32. Cameron
  45. 33. Mustafa
  46. 34. Ali
  47. 35. Karim
  48. 36. Travis
  49. 37. Evasion
  50. 38. Brad
  51. 39. Mirages
  52. Part Seven
  53. 40. Truth
  54. 41. Retribution
  55. 42. Redemption
  56. Epilogue
  57. About the Author

Laila, decked in silk and dripping with gold, everything about her done to perfection, looked as beautiful as one of the virgins promised to the faithful in paradise.

Her groom was far from the elderly gentleman Amira had made him in her mind. Mahmoud Sadek was as handsome as everyone said, and though not a large man, had something about him that made him seem so. Even Omar Badir and Abdullah Sibai had the aspect of younger brothers in his presence. Then it was over, and Laila was gone. The couple would honeymoon in Istanbul. For a few days, Amira lived on the remembered glory of the wedding.

Then a gray despondency descended on her. She was lonely.

She tried to spend time with her mother, but Jihan seemed to be in her own world these days. Even Miss Vanderbeek was gone, taking her annual vacation somewhere in the south of France. On top of it all, Amira’s body was changing; she had not bled yet, but things were happening within her that sometimes seemed like torment.

It helped when Laila’s letters began to arrive, a new one every day. She raved about the luxuriousness of her honeymoon hotel, the beauty of the Bosporus, the treasures of the Topkapi museum.

You should see the jewels, Amira, the fabulous diamonds and rubies and sapphires that the sultans gave to their wives. They must have loved them very much indeed. I miss you very much and wish you were here to share all these wonders with me. But I don’t think Mahmoud would like that. Never mind, I will soon be home—and I will be your friend always and forever.

Amira read and reread these sentiments, silently affirming her friendship “always and forever.”

In the third week of Laila’s honeymoon came a note in her exuberant hand warning, “State secret! Hide this away! Aren’t they cute?” and a postcard-sized photograph of The Beatles. Amira was vaguely disappointed. The musicians looked rather like oil-company foreigners wearing strange wigs. But, in tribute to the shared memories the picture represented, she slipped it between the pages of one of the textbooks Malik had left her. Every night, she took it out and wondered what Istanbul was like, and Cairo, and London, and all the other places she might never see.

One midmorning, at an hour when Omar was always in town on business, Amira’s loneliness and the urgings of her body made her do a crazy thing. She went into her father’s study and turned on the radio. It took her a while to find the Cairo station, but at last there it was, a Western song playing, rock and roll; it wasn’t The Beatles, but the music was similar. She lifted her skirt and danced, watching her own long legs as she twirled, trying to regain that feeling almost forgotten, that brief sunburst of freedom.