I’ve obviously fallen into a parallel universe. That’s the only explanation for all this.

And please, just let me stay here. I don’t want to go back.

Brenden blushes, looking unbelievably shy now. Like somehow watching me jerk off wasn’t a big deal, but him getting turned on by it is. “Oh,” he says quietly. “Um. Yeah.”

I reach out for his waist, but he shakes his head.

“You don’t have to.”

“Do you want me to?” I ask him.

He gives me another deer-in-headlights look, and I almost apologize for offering. Apologize for all of this. But then he bites his lip and nods.

That’s all I need. Surging forward, I back him against the door before dropping to my knees. His sharp intake of breath only spurs me on. I’m mindful of the way his cock is jutting straight out as I begin to lower his pajamas, but once they’ve safely cleared his erection, I quickly tug them down to his ankles.

His cock is thinner than mine but a bit longer, the pink head glistening with a drop of precum that begs to be licked. So I stick out my tongue and taste it. The slight flavor of salt hits me, and I dive in for more.

He lets out a groan as I wrap my lips around the head. I glide my mouth down over his length, stopping before I take him too far. I’m tempted to force myself to take him deeper until I’m gagging on him. Sloppy, choking blowjobs are great, but I don’t want that for this first time. I want to savor him.

My mental faculties are returning, and I’m dimly aware that this will probably be the last time, because what the hell are we doing? But that’s even more reason to go slow, to enjoy every delicious second of his cock in my mouth, and to make damn sure he enjoys it too.

I pull off him to lick a long stripe from his base all the way up to the tip, where I swirl my tongue around his head. I’m back down and tonguing at his balls when his legs start to tremble. Glancing up, I’m treated to the sight of him with his eyes glazed over and mouth fallen open. His hands are hovering around my head like he wants to grab it but isn’t sure he’s allowed.

“You can touch me,” I assure him. “However you want.”

As my mouth gets back to work, slowly sucking him down again, his fingers twist in my hair and tug, causing me to moan around him. That makes him moan too, but then I hear a thunk.