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Chapters (36)
  1. Contents
  2. Author's Note
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. EPILOGUE
  35. Also by Tammy Subia
  36. About the Author

“Okay,” I say, and the floor feels solid beneath me for the first time since walking into this hospital room. “I’ll be her father.”

CHAPTER ONE

BRENDEN

TWELVE YEARS LATER

"Daaaaaad!”

I groan as I stumble down the stairs with half-open eyes, still buttoning my work shirt. Mornings aren’t my strong suit.

“What?” I ask when I reach the kitchen.

My daughter turns to me with a mug of coffee clutched in both hands and raises her eyebrows like she’s surprised to see me standing here. As if she didn’t just yell for me like the damn house was on fire. “Nothing. I didn’t hear you get up, so I wanted to make sure you weren’t gonna be late for work.”

Fixing her with a cold stare, I say, “I was up. I know how to set an alarm.”

She holds my stare, unfazed. “You also know how to throw your phone across the room so hard it breaks, thereby turning off the alarm.”

I open my mouth to argue, then snap it shut, because she’s got me there. I did do that. But in my defense, it was only one time. Paying for a new phone taught me my lesson.

May smiles and extends her arms, holding the coffee out to me like a peace offering.

Taking it, I say, “Thanks, kid.” As I step past her, I pause to press a kiss to the side of her head. “Do you want cereal or Toaster Strudels?”

“Did you remember to buy more of the raspberry ones?”

“Yup,” I tell her, preening a little. See? Even though my thirteen-year-old daughter feels responsible for making sure I get up in the morning, I’m totally nailing this parenting thing.

“Then I’ll have those, please,” she says, as she goes over to pour herself another coffee from the pot. “And Dad?”

“Yeah?”

“You buttoned your shirt wrong.”

Damn it.

After tossing a couple frozen pastries into the toaster, I fix my shirt. Then I grab a plate and wait for the strudels to pop up. When they do, I attempt to grab them, doing that hot potato routine where it takes a few times of dropping them back because they’re too hot before I manage to get them out of the toaster. I’ve just finished spreading the icing on top when my phone rings.

I don’t know who would be calling me this early unless there’s something wrong at work. Setting May’s plate on the table in front of her, I slide my phone out of my pocket and answer without checking the screen. “Hello?”

“Hi, Brenden!” replies a voice much too wide awake and chipper for this early in the morning.

I manage not to sigh. “Elise. It’s good to hear from you.”