Chapters (36)
- Contents
- Author's Note
- Dedication
- PROLOGUE
- CHAPTER ONE
- CHAPTER TWO
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- EPILOGUE
- Also by Tammy Subia
- About the Author
“Okay,” I say, and the floor feels solid beneath me for the first time since walking into this hospital room. “I’ll be her father.”
CHAPTER ONE
BRENDEN
TWELVE YEARS LATER
"Daaaaaad!”
I groan as I stumble down the stairs with half-open eyes, still buttoning my work shirt. Mornings aren’t my strong suit.
“What?” I ask when I reach the kitchen.
My daughter turns to me with a mug of coffee clutched in both hands and raises her eyebrows like she’s surprised to see me standing here. As if she didn’t just yell for me like the damn house was on fire. “Nothing. I didn’t hear you get up, so I wanted to make sure you weren’t gonna be late for work.”
Fixing her with a cold stare, I say, “I was up. I know how to set an alarm.”
She holds my stare, unfazed. “You also know how to throw your phone across the room so hard it breaks, thereby turning off the alarm.”
I open my mouth to argue, then snap it shut, because she’s got me there. I did do that. But in my defense, it was only one time. Paying for a new phone taught me my lesson.
May smiles and extends her arms, holding the coffee out to me like a peace offering.
Taking it, I say, “Thanks, kid.” As I step past her, I pause to press a kiss to the side of her head. “Do you want cereal or Toaster Strudels?”
“Did you remember to buy more of the raspberry ones?”
“Yup,” I tell her, preening a little. See? Even though my thirteen-year-old daughter feels responsible for making sure I get up in the morning, I’m totally nailing this parenting thing.
“Then I’ll have those, please,” she says, as she goes over to pour herself another coffee from the pot. “And Dad?”
“Yeah?”
“You buttoned your shirt wrong.”
Damn it.
After tossing a couple frozen pastries into the toaster, I fix my shirt. Then I grab a plate and wait for the strudels to pop up. When they do, I attempt to grab them, doing that hot potato routine where it takes a few times of dropping them back because they’re too hot before I manage to get them out of the toaster. I’ve just finished spreading the icing on top when my phone rings.
I don’t know who would be calling me this early unless there’s something wrong at work. Setting May’s plate on the table in front of her, I slide my phone out of my pocket and answer without checking the screen. “Hello?”
“Hi, Brenden!” replies a voice much too wide awake and chipper for this early in the morning.
I manage not to sigh. “Elise. It’s good to hear from you.”