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Chapters (36)
  1. Contents
  2. Author's Note
  3. Dedication
  4. PROLOGUE
  5. CHAPTER ONE
  6. CHAPTER TWO
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. CHAPTER TEN
  15. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  16. CHAPTER TWELVE
  17. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  21. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  22. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  23. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  34. EPILOGUE
  35. Also by Tammy Subia
  36. About the Author

I’m not sure what I ever did to deserve this man smiling at me like that. Like I’m the one person he most wants to see. But somehow amongst my questionable decisions and shitty attitude, I must have managed to do something right.

Brenden steps closer when I reach him, as if he might hug or kiss me. Then he stops, catching himself, and just says, “Hey.”

May’s grandparents both greet me simply as well, while May gives me a smile to rival her dad’s. My face is doing something funny, almost unfamiliar, as I greet them all back. It takes me half a second to realize I’m smiling. I’m smiling, and it’s not forced at all. I’m smiling, and I mean it.

Yes, I do smile on occasion. Especially when Brenden’s around. But something about this moment feels different. Important. It feels like I’m a part of their group, like I belong here with these people. People whose company I actually enjoy, even Elise and Grant. And people who somehow, inexplicably, seem to enjoy my company in return.

Turns out I kind of like this feeling. Who knew.

Brenden’s eyes are curious as he watches me, as if he can tell there’s some weird inner workings going on in my mind. Rather than share anything I’m thinking though, I ask if everyone’s ready to check out the festival, and Brenden tells May to lead the way.

She heads off, bypassing and weaving around booths like she knows exactly where she wants her first stop to be. When she comes to a halt in front of a plain looking booth, I glance up at the small wooden sign hanging over it that features nothing but a painted illustration of a cinnamon roll.

Colleen Barlow stands alone in the booth, ready to greet us. She’s in her fifties, teaches second grade at the elementary school, and is known around town for these cinnamon rolls. She could probably put the bakery out of business if she wanted to, but she says she only bakes for the joy of it and that baking for a profit would ruin that joy.

Although I’m sure she makes a killing selling at the festivals. I always hear people complaining afterward about how she sold out before they could get to her. That’s probably why May ran directly here.

Brenden looks equally as excited as May as the two of them peer at the display of obscenely enormous cinnamon rolls. They’re practically drooling.

Elise, however, isn’t impressed. “Shouldn’t we have something substantial for lunch before you eat sweets?”

“Grandma, you have to get them before they sell out,” May insists.

“It’s true,” Brenden says, backing her up. “Trust me, you guys don’t wanna miss out on one of these.”

Grant looks from the giant pastries to Brenden. “I think I’ll pass.”