Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- ONE
- Rocklin
- Beirut
- Legend
- The Unknowing
- Sarajevo (Summer 2016)
- Swap Meet
- Bomb Shelters of the Oligarchs
- Maps
- Of Rockets
- The Boy under the Car
- The Blinding
- Summer 1995
- Barbers
- Coins
- You Are Here
- The Heat
- TWO
- Still Life
- On Generosity
- Reherseal
- Allowances
- The Money
- The Last
- Tattoo
- Via
- Repeat
- Blackout
- Tautology
- Oslo
- Ides
- Saudade
- THREE
- English Hours, Three Pieces of Advice
- Night Bus to Richmond
- On Love
- Wimbledon
- Lacking Measures
- Maddy
- 28th Street
- Childhood in Emmaus
- Witness This
- Benchmark
- Return
- Pumpkins at Night
- Fish
- Waiting
- Paris (Bastille Day)
- Repair
- In the Heart of the Night
- About the Author
- Also by John Freeman
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
trim the summit ash and red oak so that drivers
could reduce their speed in time. Astonishing
to realize there was such a thing as too much
beauty. I was nineteen, I had another lifetime to
learn this; all I could do then was stand
near the flame, and marvel at the blisters.
Barbers
Barbers
From the hotel in Martyr’s Square
drive east into Achrafieh in
search of a barber learn
there are four words for barber
three of which are spit out
the last of which — coiffeur — anoints
a tongue with its mellifluence
like the milky coffee served by
the small woman from Khartoum who
never stops bending and refilling
to sit with a group of men wearing
three-piece suits fingering
prayer beads and crosses
to watch a man larger than most
giggle his way through a
haircut he has some advice
for what one ought
to do with sideburns too long
and my beard it is not good
there are ways to fix this and
these men who in another
time would have had other advice
and other things to offer
gather around to officiate as
the coiffeur takes a blade to
the neck and trims until
my head is as smooth and
perfumed as a past
not past but present.
Coins
Coins
The crowd rotates by chemical signals
fired into synaptic gaps,
zeros and ones shot into space,
downloaded onto screens, reassembled
into words instructing Parisians to gather
at République by six, that they do in
the thousands, and begin their waltz
around the draped statue that shows
how good ideas must be held aloft,
abstracted, like twelve lives turned
to martyrs’ treasure, one side
of a coin depicting decadence
and insult, the other, tendered here,
brave insouciance before backward
ideals. A cannon puff announces
their transcendence, from
lives into paper lanterns, rising
from the hands of figures in
black who’ve mounted the plinth like security agents of justice.
Glowing white orbs drift
upward through the silvery
drizzle and thousands
cheer as one, unified,
tonight, as somewhere else
thousands are too in
agreement that a life is not
just a life, but a vessel
for the value we assign it.
You Are Here
You Are Here
When I arrive subway tokens coin
a pocket like teeth, XXX parlors
gum 6th Avenue south of 34th.
We park at Astor on Wednesdays,
wait for the Voice, quarter roll and tennis
shoes, ready to out-sprint all comers to pay
phones, on to mythical three-bedroom apartments
under two thousand dollars.
Everybody takes the subway, the 6, the J,
the N, hips glued to one another.
The F train stop at 2nd Avenue hot as a
smokehouse, we stand over grates
for a whisper of air, land at
Allen Street, three rooms rump-side
of a tenement that rattles when semis
run the Houston light after dark. One day
there’ll be a train carving south straight
through those greasy foundations.
Be patient, they’ve been planning it