Chapters (58)
- Cover
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- ONE
- Rocklin
- Beirut
- Legend
- The Unknowing
- Sarajevo (Summer 2016)
- Swap Meet
- Bomb Shelters of the Oligarchs
- Maps
- Of Rockets
- The Boy under the Car
- The Blinding
- Summer 1995
- Barbers
- Coins
- You Are Here
- The Heat
- TWO
- Still Life
- On Generosity
- Reherseal
- Allowances
- The Money
- The Last
- Tattoo
- Via
- Repeat
- Blackout
- Tautology
- Oslo
- Ides
- Saudade
- THREE
- English Hours, Three Pieces of Advice
- Night Bus to Richmond
- On Love
- Wimbledon
- Lacking Measures
- Maddy
- 28th Street
- Childhood in Emmaus
- Witness This
- Benchmark
- Return
- Pumpkins at Night
- Fish
- Waiting
- Paris (Bastille Day)
- Repair
- In the Heart of the Night
- About the Author
- Also by John Freeman
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
watching a play that
for eternity will last.
Swap Meet
Swap Meet
Stingrays black as bats,
hoods forked open flashing piston heads, Lincolns
with suicide doors,
throat-red interiors, steering wheels
spoked like spiderwebs —
we admired the catch, cowl induction
scoops spit-ragged clean, Mustangs with
cherry-red drive shafts, VWs small and tidy,
an unwrapped child’s toy, then home in silence,
backs stuck to the vinyl mesh, the glow of beauty polluting
the present with an afterwash that should have cast
scale to our shabby Chevy with its
watered-down V-6 and hole in the floor.
We stopped at Orange Julius
until our backs were dry, a lesson
in possession, sweat drying
on my father’s beard.
Bomb Shelters of the Oligarchs
Bomb Shelters of the Oligarchs
Five hundred feet below the park
tunnels stretch for miles.
Blast-proof titanium corridors
lit by low-voltage Bruck pendants.
Mario the guardsman crawled
to freedom to escape Tiso’s
Slovakia. Ten years he’s
put on a blue Caraceni suit
and plunged into the earth’s
inner hush, cutting a motion-
sensor’d wedge of light
into the vault’s violet dark.
He’s never had a visitor, unless
you count the butcher
who weekly restocks the Kobe
steaks, the sommelier who tests
the humidity of the cellar, the
mechanic who runs the 1969
Bentley, never driven, for
six minutes each day, and the
veterinarian who feeds the
Bornean elephant seven hundred
pounds of cabbage,
acacia leaves, and carrots
dropped into its cell
by a dumbwaiter secreted into
Holland Park’s wading pool.
Twice an hour Mario
passes the first-edition library,
the room of jewels, the
warehouse of art, as big and cool
as St. Paul’s Cathedral,
the hidden harem,
TV turned up high, reality
programs in Russian. Midday,
he kneels on the settee
by his post and unwraps a butter
sandwich and chews slowly,
drawing out the time before he
must adjust his blink rate and
return to his post, and wait for
the call, the one that never comes.
Maps
Maps
The retired consul general
lately sailed to Algiers.
He lived there in the ’70s,
his wife would find body parts
in the trash some mornings,
and their baby, born white
in a hospital room choked by
flies, doctors terrified —
a child wrenched into the
world without hair, the lone
French nurse begging them
to leave: I cannot guarantee
the safety of your child here.
But now the child is grown,
married to an Iranian, living
in Dubai, building
wealth for a multinational bank,
while the other child — the one
the retired consul general
jokes was not a pied-noir —
finds in the tiny aperture
of Stockholm’s daylight
ways to protect the foodstuffs
of Europe from infectious
diseases. It is safe there now
in Algiers, the retired consul general
says, allowing
the word’s opposite to grow
in our imagination as we pick at
artichoke ravioli and swirl
the wine, an excellent wine
from Ancona, aged
in the dark for years