Back Man Down
Chapters (60)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Other books by James Goodhand
  4. Dedication
  5. Four’s a Crowd
  6. That Friday Feeling
  7. Work
  8. Customer Service
  9. Starting Over
  10. Sweet Seventeen
  11. Burn, Baby, Burn
  12. A Turn
  13. Go-Between
  14. Joyride
  15. In
  16. Not a Date
  17. Taken Down
  18. Killing Time
  19. Reality
  20. The Long Wait
  21. The Other Side
  22. Dropping In
  23. In the Dark
  24. Blind Alley
  25. Showtime
  26. Straight Through
  27. What Develops
  28. Last Lesson
  29. House of Horrors
  30. Room with a View
  31. Party’s Over
  32. At Sea
  33. Fireworks
  34. The Turning of Tables
  35. Home Time
  36. Our Little Chats
  37. Out of the Blue?
  38. No Capes
  39. Holding On
  40. Salvage
  41. The End
  42. On a Promise
  43. Disco Inferno
  44. Lockdown
  45. Will Parks’ Big Moment
  46. The Calm
  47. Last Request
  48. The Storm
  49. All Change
  50. A Narrow Escape
  51. An Inconvenient Delay
  52. No More Fighting
  53. Level Crossing
  54. The Beginning
  55. Acknowledgements
  56. Resources
  57. Read more
  58. Read more
  59. 5.11 a.m.
  60. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

He thinks of the ropey amplifiers they’ve been loaned, working flat out for hours. The taped-up smoke detectors. The meltwater spilling in from outside, soaking the tangles of cabling all over the place. The wall of gas bottles in the quad. The crush of people in this overcrowded building. The sealed exits.

A disaster is just something that happens when several improbable events occur in the same place. That’s all it takes.

Above him, a sheet of red light flickers across the blackness. Is that a face he can see? Like a giant. Enraged. Yelling at him to act? Or is it just disco lights, synced to the beat?

Will is paralysed by fear. He doesn’t trust his senses.

Words are coming to him. Just like they did in the darkroom, on the speedboat before that. A voice that bypasses his ears, that speaks directly to his mind. The voice is familiar. It is the same.

This is not over.

That is what he’s being told.

Something unspeakable is about to happen. The information bypasses the part of his brain where thoughts are processed, weighed up. Instead, it is etched into the corner of his mind that deals in certainty.

This is the end.

It becomes obvious now. This strange messenger, of course it wasn’t Alfie. Will wasn’t being readied to prevent just a suicide. This was always going to be about something bigger. Time hasn’t yielded and distorted and folded back on itself just so one person’s life can be saved. Saving Alfie was just a bonus. A training exercise, even. Of course it’s about more than that.

Will gazes deeper into the smoke and the light. The less he focuses, the clearer it becomes. The face. The source of these words, of this certainty.

Why is this face so familiar to me?

No sooner has he constructed the question than the answer is clear to him.

It brings no shock. It is like he’s known all along but only now chosen to look at the information.

It is me.

The messenger.

It is me. Dying.

Am I too late? Will asks. Please. Let it not be too late.

He loses focus on the face that bears down on him, that great magnifying mirror above his head. Instead he tries to see the crowd. Nothing. He spins round but he can’t see across the stage either.

His chest feels heavy. Is it panic that makes it so hard to breathe? Or smoke? He’s sure he can taste it now: bitter, toxic.

He has to do something. He knows he’s condemning himself and all these hundreds of people if he doesn’t.

There must be a break-glass fire alarm somewhere. But where?

He considers leaving the decks and feeling along the walls for such a thing. But then he thinks about the panic an alarm might cause. This many people – one way in, one way out.