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Chapters (36)
  1. Title Page
  2. content & trigger warnings
  3. Dedication
  4. Playlist
  5. chapter one
  6. giselle
  7. chapter two
  8. bjorn
  9. chapter three
  10. giselle
  11. chapter four
  12. bjorn
  13. chapter five
  14. giselle
  15. chapter six
  16. bjorn
  17. chapter seven
  18. giselle
  19. chapter eight
  20. bjorn
  21. chapter nine
  22. giselle
  23. chapter ten
  24. bjorn
  25. chapter eleven
  26. giselle
  27. chapter twelve
  28. bjorn
  29. chapter thirteen
  30. giselle
  31. chapter fourteen
  32. bjorn
  33. chapter fifteen
  34. giselle
  35. bonus chapter
  36. raiden

I whimper, sharp and breathless, spine arching as my hips tilt into his touch. It’s not soft. It’s not sweet. It’s worship. His kind of worship—messy and full of violence and devotion.

“Say it,” he growls, his voice low and wrecked beside my ear, smoke curling between us like a second mouth whispering sin.

“My god,” I breathe. “Yours. Always yours.”

His fingers drag slow through the slickness he’s already made of me, teasing at the edge of where I need him most. He circles lazily, like he’s got all the time in the world to ruin me properly. Like he enjoys watching me shake for it.

And gods, I do.

“You’re soaked,” he mutters. “Still trembling. They’d all watch you fall apart for me if I let them.”

I bite my lip and nod, eyes fluttering shut. “Let ‘em. Let the gods see what you do to me.”

Two fingers slide inside, thick and sure, curling just right. I jerk forward with a gasp, clutching at his shoulders like a sinner gripping the edge of a cliff.

“Fuck—Bjorn⁠—”

His name leaves my mouth like a plea and a prayer, and he rewards me with a grunt, pressing his palm firm against me while he works me open, deeper, rougher, slower.

“Gonna say my name like it’s sacred?” he asks, dragging his mouth along my jaw.

“It is,” I pant. “It fucking is.”

My breath stutters. My legs shake. I’m pinned in his lap, straddling a monster in human skin who treats my body like scripture. Like gospel. Every motion is a sermon, every thrust of his fingers another reason to believe.

“You’re close,” he says, lips brushing my temple. “I feel you tightening. Like you’re trying to pull me into your bones.”

“Because I want to,” I whisper, nails digging into his back. “I want you inside every part of me.”

“Good girl,” he growls, the words thick with pride. “Then give it to me. Come for your god.”

My body obeys.

It isn’t a scream—it’s a sob, a surrender. My whole body locks then shudders violently, hips twitching, chest heaving. I fall into him, letting him hold me, ground me, claim me. His free hand cradles the back of my head as I ride it out, shaking in his arms like the last hymn of the night.

He doesn’t pull away.

He waits. Patient. Proud. Until my breathing slows and my eyes flutter half-shut in blissful ruin.

Then—slowly, deliberately—he withdraws his fingers and lifts them to his lips.

One by one, he licks them clean. No hurry. No shame. Just dark, greedy satisfaction.

“Divine,” he murmurs.

I collapse against him with a wheezy laugh, legs still twitching.

“Holy fuck,” I breathe. “I’m gonna need a nap and a new pair of thighs.”