Chapters (36)
- Title Page
- content & trigger warnings
- Dedication
- Playlist
- chapter one
- giselle
- chapter two
- bjorn
- chapter three
- giselle
- chapter four
- bjorn
- chapter five
- giselle
- chapter six
- bjorn
- chapter seven
- giselle
- chapter eight
- bjorn
- chapter nine
- giselle
- chapter ten
- bjorn
- chapter eleven
- giselle
- chapter twelve
- bjorn
- chapter thirteen
- giselle
- chapter fourteen
- bjorn
- chapter fifteen
- giselle
- bonus chapter
- raiden
“You will serve,” I murmur.
I move down the line, branding each one. Red. Black. Gold.
Red for death.
Black for use.
Gold for suffering.
“Some of you were made to be used,” I say, gesturing to the ones already leaking between their legs, breath hitching from the weight of eyes on them. “Some of you were made to die,” I continue, eyes locking with a man sobbing quietly through his mask. “And the gods?” I smile. “They will feast on all of you.”
chapter three
giselle
They say murder isn’t the answer.
Cute.
Murder’s always the answer—you’re just not asking the right questions.
Like: How deep should the knife go? Or will he moan or scream first?
Those are the fun ones.
It’s late now. Later than most people survive. And the tent? Oh, baby... the tent is alive.
Breathing in lust, exhaling death. There’s blood in the air, sweat on the floor, and a body count that’s definitely broken double digits.
Cirque Du Désir is in full fucking bloom.
And I’m starving.
I strut barefoot across the ring, my legs stained red up to my thighs. My paints are mostly gone—melted off in sweat and sin—but the blood stuck around like a jealous lover. I don’t bother cleaning up. What’s the point? I like the mess. I am the mess.
The tent moans and howls and pulses around me. The scent of sex is everywhere—a mix of leather, iron, spit, and desperation. It clings to your skin, seeps into your lungs. You don’t breathe air in here. You breathe kink, chaos and fire.
To my left, some poor bastard is tied upside down from a beam while a masked girl rides his face like a Valkyrie on a warhorse. Every time he chokes, she squeals.
To my right? A couple is throat-deep in bloodplay and something that smells suspiciously like piss. Good for them. Ten outta ten.
I blow them a kiss and keep walking.
A stilt walker lumbers past juggling fresh organs. I spot a kidney, maybe a liver—hard to tell from this angle. "Damn," I murmur, licking my lips. "Looks like I missed a good show."
Someone screams near Johnny’s section—high-pitched, guttural, definitely pain. Sounds like he hit something vital. Alaska’s probably got her teeth sunk into someone’s thigh again, chewing through the muscle like it’s fucking steak tartare.
Gods, I love it here.
And then I see him.
Red-branded.
Stripped. Bound. Gorgeous. Tied to a throne built from bones and shattered steel. Chest bare. Eyes wide. Fear radiating off him like heat off a forge.
* * *
"Mine," I whisper with a giggle, bouncing on the balls of my feet like I’ve just spotted a prize at a fucked-up carnival. My fingers twitch with excitement, and my eyes light up like fire. I sway closer, practically humming. Oh, I can already taste the screams.