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Chapters (36)
  1. Title Page
  2. content & trigger warnings
  3. Dedication
  4. Playlist
  5. chapter one
  6. giselle
  7. chapter two
  8. bjorn
  9. chapter three
  10. giselle
  11. chapter four
  12. bjorn
  13. chapter five
  14. giselle
  15. chapter six
  16. bjorn
  17. chapter seven
  18. giselle
  19. chapter eight
  20. bjorn
  21. chapter nine
  22. giselle
  23. chapter ten
  24. bjorn
  25. chapter eleven
  26. giselle
  27. chapter twelve
  28. bjorn
  29. chapter thirteen
  30. giselle
  31. chapter fourteen
  32. bjorn
  33. chapter fifteen
  34. giselle
  35. bonus chapter
  36. raiden

“Say it.”

“Fuck me like I’m your altar,” I pant. “Use me. Spill in me. Mark me.”

And that’s when he thrusts.

Hard. Deep and without mercy.

The altar rocks beneath us. My scream breaks into laughter. My nails scratch over blood-warm stone like I’m trying to claw my way inside him. He doesn’t slow—doesn’t stop—his grip on my hips turning to bruises, his breath ragged in my ear.

“You were made for this,” he snarls. “Made to take a god. You’re mine,” he snarls, fisting my hair. “Say it.”

“Yours,” I pant. “Always yours. My god. My monster. My madness.”

His mouth is everywhere—biting, marking, branding. He drives into me like he’s carving runes into my bones. I come once, then again, and I’m still begging.

His voice is ragged, like thunder fraying at the edges.

“Everything else belongs to the gods.” He grabs my throat, eyes burning like firelight on an altar. “But not you. Never you. You’re the one thing I’ll never give them.”

A pause. A whisper. A vow.

“You’re mine, ma petite mort. My little death. Only mine.”

He pulls out too soon.

“Up,” he snaps. “On your knees.”

I obey, giddy, shaking, hair a mess, and lips swollen. He strokes himself in front of me—slick and red, and dripping with the proof that I’ve undone him.

“Open,” he growls.

I do, grinning like the obedient little monster he made me.

He finishes across my tongue, hot and heavy, breath torn from his throat like a war cry. But before I can swallow, his blood-streaked hand fists my hair and yanks me back up.

Not done. Not yet.

His mouth crashes into mine—brutal, hungry—and suddenly he’s taking it back. The taste, the heat, himself, claimed right off my tongue.

He groans into me, kisses me deeper, and then spits it back between my lips with a filthy grin.

I swallow it down like it’s the holiest thing I’ve ever tasted.

My lips are smeared with spit and sin. My throat burns.

And I smile like the good little darkling I am.

It’s not sweet. It’s not pretty.

It’s twisted. Wet. Hungry.

He presses his forehead to mine, still breathless. “Ma petite mort.”

“Say it again,” I beg, giggling into his mouth.

He doesn’t.

Instead, he smirks, lays me back on the stone and starts again.

chapter eight

bjorn

The moment the first support beam buckles, I know this isn’t the gods.

This isn’t some divine reckoning raining down on the unworthy.

No—this is sabotage.

And I will find the one who dared.