Chapters (36)
- Title Page
- content & trigger warnings
- Dedication
- Playlist
- chapter one
- giselle
- chapter two
- bjorn
- chapter three
- giselle
- chapter four
- bjorn
- chapter five
- giselle
- chapter six
- bjorn
- chapter seven
- giselle
- chapter eight
- bjorn
- chapter nine
- giselle
- chapter ten
- bjorn
- chapter eleven
- giselle
- chapter twelve
- bjorn
- chapter thirteen
- giselle
- chapter fourteen
- bjorn
- chapter fifteen
- giselle
- bonus chapter
- raiden
The sun’s rising like a guilty smile, all pink and bleeding gold across the tips of the ruined tent. Ash floats through the air like dandruff from the gods, and the ground’s still wet with the leftovers of our little massacre party. A rib over here, some teeth over there. The place looks like a meat market and a funeral made a baby and forgot to clean up after.
And me?
I’m barefoot, covered in dried blood, glitter, and the vague scent of smoke and sweat. I tiptoe through it all like a ballerina in a warzone, skipping over puddles and entrails with a grin stretching my lips like a knife wound.
Because I know where he is.
I always know where he is.
And there he is—just like I pictured. My monster, my executioner, my god.
Bjorn sits at the edge of the altar like it’s his personal throne. Shirtless, bloodstained, tattoos glowing like runes under firelight. There’s a cigarette hanging from his lips, half-burned, and his eyes are the color of reverence and wreckage. One hand rests on his axe, the other’s loose in his lap like he just fought a war and won.
“Morning, sunshine,” I chirp, stepping over what might be someone’s spine. “You look like wrath wrapped in afterglow.”
He doesn’t flinch. Just exhales smoke and watches the sky.
So I climb right into his lap like the good little heathen I am.
“You brooding or basking?” I ask, curling my arms around his shoulders and nuzzling my face into the dried blood on his throat.
His hand settles on my thigh—firm, grounding.
“The gods are full,” he mutters.
“Good,” I purr, tracing lazy patterns along his chest. “’Cause I’m still hungry.”
His fingers twitch and I press a kiss to his jaw.
“We did it, y’know,” I whisper. “Every scream, every offering, every moan—they watched. They listened.”
He doesn’t answer right away, just takes another drag of his cigarette and lets it burn down between us.
“You were perfect,” he says finally, voice low and heavy. “The way you moved. The way you offered him up. I saw the gods in your eyes.”
My grin grows crooked and wicked.
“I felt you watching.”
“I always watch you.”
Something hot coils low in my belly. That same hunger. That same need. Not for death. Not for blood.
For him.
Always him.
“I’ve still got a little fight in me,” I say with a teasing smirk, grinding just slightly against the muscle of his thigh. “Think the gods would mind if I prayed again?”
He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t need to.
His hand slides between my thighs like it belongs there—because it does. Thick fingers, calloused from a thousand kills, stained with blood and ash. They part me like a priest unveiling an altar. Reverent. Hungry. Made for this.