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Chapters (36)
  1. Title Page
  2. content & trigger warnings
  3. Dedication
  4. Playlist
  5. chapter one
  6. giselle
  7. chapter two
  8. bjorn
  9. chapter three
  10. giselle
  11. chapter four
  12. bjorn
  13. chapter five
  14. giselle
  15. chapter six
  16. bjorn
  17. chapter seven
  18. giselle
  19. chapter eight
  20. bjorn
  21. chapter nine
  22. giselle
  23. chapter ten
  24. bjorn
  25. chapter eleven
  26. giselle
  27. chapter twelve
  28. bjorn
  29. chapter thirteen
  30. giselle
  31. chapter fourteen
  32. bjorn
  33. chapter fifteen
  34. giselle
  35. bonus chapter
  36. raiden

The sun’s rising like a guilty smile, all pink and bleeding gold across the tips of the ruined tent. Ash floats through the air like dandruff from the gods, and the ground’s still wet with the leftovers of our little massacre party. A rib over here, some teeth over there. The place looks like a meat market and a funeral made a baby and forgot to clean up after.

And me?

I’m barefoot, covered in dried blood, glitter, and the vague scent of smoke and sweat. I tiptoe through it all like a ballerina in a warzone, skipping over puddles and entrails with a grin stretching my lips like a knife wound.

Because I know where he is.

I always know where he is.

And there he is—just like I pictured. My monster, my executioner, my god.

Bjorn sits at the edge of the altar like it’s his personal throne. Shirtless, bloodstained, tattoos glowing like runes under firelight. There’s a cigarette hanging from his lips, half-burned, and his eyes are the color of reverence and wreckage. One hand rests on his axe, the other’s loose in his lap like he just fought a war and won.

“Morning, sunshine,” I chirp, stepping over what might be someone’s spine. “You look like wrath wrapped in afterglow.”

He doesn’t flinch. Just exhales smoke and watches the sky.

So I climb right into his lap like the good little heathen I am.

“You brooding or basking?” I ask, curling my arms around his shoulders and nuzzling my face into the dried blood on his throat.

His hand settles on my thigh—firm, grounding.

“The gods are full,” he mutters.

“Good,” I purr, tracing lazy patterns along his chest. “’Cause I’m still hungry.”

His fingers twitch and I press a kiss to his jaw.

“We did it, y’know,” I whisper. “Every scream, every offering, every moan—they watched. They listened.”

He doesn’t answer right away, just takes another drag of his cigarette and lets it burn down between us.

“You were perfect,” he says finally, voice low and heavy. “The way you moved. The way you offered him up. I saw the gods in your eyes.”

My grin grows crooked and wicked.

“I felt you watching.”

“I always watch you.”

Something hot coils low in my belly. That same hunger. That same need. Not for death. Not for blood.

For him.

Always him.

“I’ve still got a little fight in me,” I say with a teasing smirk, grinding just slightly against the muscle of his thigh. “Think the gods would mind if I prayed again?”

He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t need to.

His hand slides between my thighs like it belongs there—because it does. Thick fingers, calloused from a thousand kills, stained with blood and ash. They part me like a priest unveiling an altar. Reverent. Hungry. Made for this.