Back Lovesick Falls
Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. WELCOME TO THE LILY PAD,or A Brief Introduction to Power Jam
  5. FULL CELIA GILBERT,or the Tragic Fate of My Tennis Racket
  6. THE CREATION OF THE CHORE WHEEL,or Why You Should Always Travel with a Hammer
  7. GO, SOUL CRUSHERS,or My Mother’s Take on Power Jam
  8. A PARTY,or Why I Don’t Eat Tuna in Front of Touchstone
  9. The Story of Ros, Part I
  10. A TRIP TO THE TOWN,or the Victor of the Great Flamingo Debate
  11. TAKING MEASUREMENTS,or the Tale of Oliver Teller’s Sprained Wrist
  12. THE LAST SUPPER,or the Structural Unsoundness of Veggie Burgers
  13. The Story of Ros, Part II
  14. VOYAGE TO THE TOGSHOP,or a Brief History of the Doublet
  15. LOVE SONG FOR A COPEPOD,or My Mom’s Take on My Tennis Coach
  16. The Story of Ros, Part III
  17. AVIAN DEMISE,or Bruised Tailbones and Lost Sunglasses
  18. NEEDLE AND BONE,or On Losing My Voice
  19. The Story of Ros, Part IV
  20. FRYING AN EGG,or a Compendium of Shirtless Blade Scenes
  21. The Story of Ros, Part V
  22. THE DROPPED ACORN REVISITED,or French Words That Start with W
  23. MASTER CLASS: THE BODY IN MOTION
  24. THE TRIUMVIRATE REUNITED,or Planning a Party
  25. DINNER THEATER,or a Crash Course in Limes
  26. EIGHTEEN COURT LANE,or Dog Therapy
  27. The Story of Ros, Part VI
  28. RETURN TO THE LILY PAD,or the Hilarity of a Bologna Sandwich
  29. THE YETI COSTUME,or Power Jam, Season Three
  30. JUMPING IN,or On Waiting for Guys
  31. A CHANCE ENCOUNTER,or Lessons I Have Learned
  32. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  33. Discover More
  34. About the Author

“Hey,” Ros said. “Hey, hey. It’s okay.”

They hugged me then. They smelled like the woods. Like dirt, in a comforting way, that reminded me of building our fairy towns when we were little kids.

“Sorry,” I said. “I know I’m being sensitive.”

“You and my stomach have so much in common,” Touchstone said, and I laughed a little at the joke.

“Sorry we upset you,” said Ros. “Sweet Celia.”

They smiled at me. It was then that I noticed something different about them.

“What happened to your necklace?” I said.

They reached for their neck, as if confirming their chain’s absence.

“Oh,” Ros said. “I took it off. It was bugging my skin.”

“You’ve been wearing it forever. It started bugging your skin now?”

“Yes,” Ros said.

“Can that happen?”

“I don’t know,” said Ros. “It did.”

“Huh. That’s so weird. Are you okay? Do you need, like, Neosporin or anything? I packed some.…”

“It’s fine,” said Ros. “I’m fine.”

“Should we focus on this bird?” said Touchstone.

“Yeah,” said Ros. “Good idea. I don’t want any of us to be late for work. Maybe we leave him for now and figure out what to do when we get back?”

“Okay,” I said, still trying to work out what happened with Ros’s necklace, still doubtful that you could really develop an allergy to something you wore daily. “Sure.”

In a way, Ros was telling the truth about their chain. Your skin could be fine with something for years and years, and then, suddenly, for no reason at all, you could become allergic to it overnight. Years later, long after we left Lovesick, I had a ring that I loved so much I never took it off. Then one day the skin grew scaly and red beneath it, and my body rejected it even as my heart still loved it.

Later that day, I hiked out to the Service Spot and checked in with my parents. It was good to hear their voices—so good, in fact, that I forgot about the bird waiting on the patio. I told them excitedly about the good things in my life: gearing up for Into the Woods. Phoebe working on the yeti costume. How Ros and Touchstone had made us veggie burgers.

When I hung up, I texted Ros: I just remembered there’s hydrocortisone cream in the first aid kit I brought. If your neck is bugging you.

They gave my text a thumbs-up.

It was a simple, polite interaction. But I spent a long time in the clearing staring at it, trying to figure out why I felt so awful. Something was off between me and Ros, and I suspected that something looked a lot like Jess Orlando.