Back Lovesick Falls
Chapters (34)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. WELCOME TO THE LILY PAD,or A Brief Introduction to Power Jam
  5. FULL CELIA GILBERT,or the Tragic Fate of My Tennis Racket
  6. THE CREATION OF THE CHORE WHEEL,or Why You Should Always Travel with a Hammer
  7. GO, SOUL CRUSHERS,or My Mother’s Take on Power Jam
  8. A PARTY,or Why I Don’t Eat Tuna in Front of Touchstone
  9. The Story of Ros, Part I
  10. A TRIP TO THE TOWN,or the Victor of the Great Flamingo Debate
  11. TAKING MEASUREMENTS,or the Tale of Oliver Teller’s Sprained Wrist
  12. THE LAST SUPPER,or the Structural Unsoundness of Veggie Burgers
  13. The Story of Ros, Part II
  14. VOYAGE TO THE TOGSHOP,or a Brief History of the Doublet
  15. LOVE SONG FOR A COPEPOD,or My Mom’s Take on My Tennis Coach
  16. The Story of Ros, Part III
  17. AVIAN DEMISE,or Bruised Tailbones and Lost Sunglasses
  18. NEEDLE AND BONE,or On Losing My Voice
  19. The Story of Ros, Part IV
  20. FRYING AN EGG,or a Compendium of Shirtless Blade Scenes
  21. The Story of Ros, Part V
  22. THE DROPPED ACORN REVISITED,or French Words That Start with W
  23. MASTER CLASS: THE BODY IN MOTION
  24. THE TRIUMVIRATE REUNITED,or Planning a Party
  25. DINNER THEATER,or a Crash Course in Limes
  26. EIGHTEEN COURT LANE,or Dog Therapy
  27. The Story of Ros, Part VI
  28. RETURN TO THE LILY PAD,or the Hilarity of a Bologna Sandwich
  29. THE YETI COSTUME,or Power Jam, Season Three
  30. JUMPING IN,or On Waiting for Guys
  31. A CHANCE ENCOUNTER,or Lessons I Have Learned
  32. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  33. Discover More
  34. About the Author

We walked along the river where we’d walked the first day, when I’d watched them walk straight in without flinching. It was a painfully beautiful day. The sky was so blue it felt like a cut, and the edges of everything seemed sharper because of the light (or perhaps that was just because I’d spent all day inside watching TV). The breeze felt good; it was nearly four, and I hadn’t been outside all day.

“I saw the show,” they said. “The costume turned out amazing.”

“It was mostly Phoebe.”

“I looked for you after,” they said. “I brought you a bouquet.”

“I had a lot of work to do,” I said, which was true, I did. “I’m sorry about the flowers. I’m sure they were beautiful.”

There was a long silence between us.

“So,” Ros said. “Remember that pie?”

“Unfortunately,” I say.

“Don’t say that,” Ros said. “It was a really fucking good pie.”

“You didn’t even get to try it.”

They shot me a look.

“You didn’t,” I said. “Ros, there was GLASS in that pie, it’s probably like, shredding your stomach lining.…”

“Oh my God, I ate it BEFORE. How dumb do you think I am?”

“But we didn’t eat it—”

“You didn’t eat it. I ate some. When you followed Oliver around the front. And then I covered it back up with whipped cream.”

“You weasel.”

“I have no regrets. Because it was absolutely delicious.”

“Well,” I said. “I’m glad you got to try it.”

They nodded. We paused on the riverbank and looked back up at the Lily Pad. The plastic sheeting was yellowish, rippled.

“It reminds me of dead skin,” I said.

“Gross,” Ros said. “When does the new window go in?”

“It doesn’t,” I said, and I found myself getting oddly choked up. “I guess—it’s, like, really difficult and expensive to get a piece of custom glass that big? And Henry wanted to do some work on the house anyway.…”

“You’re kidding,” Ros said. “No window?”

“I think there will be windows,” I said. “Just smaller. And like, more throughout.”

“That’s awful,” Ros said.

“I know. On the other hand, maybe fewer birds will fly into it.”

“Maybe,” Ros said.

As if listening to us, a flock of starlings took off from the bushes, made new shapes in the sky. We watched them for a moment, considering the ways they shifted. They made me think of a river, with their own ebb and flow.

“So what’s going to happen in the fall?” I said.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean—you’re not actually staying here, right?”

Ros’s face darkened. “No. I don’t think so.”

“What about home? Are we going to…”

“Are we going to what?” said Ros.

“Be the same,” I said finally. “As we were before. Are we going to be that close?”