And that woman by now, perhaps, has seven children
But only a few minutes did that cloud blossom
And vanished in the wind when I looked up again.
THE RIVER SINGS PRAISES . . .
The river sings praises. Stars in the trees.
The smell of thyme and peppermint.
Our brows are freshened by a little breeze
We are the children, this is God’s present.
The grass is soft: the woman without bitterness
The lovely willows make everything rejoice:
Pleasure’s a certainty for those who will say yes.
Never again would you want to leave this place.
To M
That night you didn’t come I couldn’t sleep but went
Many times to the door and it
Was raining and I went back in again.
I didn’t know it then but I know it now:
That night it was already like the later nights
When you never came again and I couldn’t sleep
And was already scarcely waiting anymore
But many times went to the door
Because it was raining there and cool.
But after those nights and still in later years
Whenever the rain dripped I would hear your footsteps
Outside the door and in the wind your voice
And your crying on the cold corner because
You couldn’t get in.
For that reason I got up often in the night and
Went to the door and opened it and
Let in whoever had no home
And beggars came and whores, dossers
And all manner of folk.
Now many years have passed and even if
Rain still drips and the wind blows
If you came now in the night I know
I wouldn’t know you anymore, not your voice
And not your face because things have changed.
Yet I still hear footsteps in the wind
And weeping in the rain and that somebody
Wants to come in.
And I’ve a mind to go to the door
And open it and see has no one come—
But I don’t get up and I don’t go out
Don’t see
And nor does anybody come
ON THE WAY FROM AUGSBURG TO TIMBUKTU . . .
On the way from Augsburg to Timbuktu I met
Marianne Zoff
Who sang in the opera and looked like a Maori woman
And was beautiful in the grass, in bed too and also in her clothes she looked beautiful
And I slept with her and got her pregnant.
(In her sleep she rolled up like a hedgehog.
She was cunning like an animal but her actions were without cunning
When she laughed she nodded her head, looked up at
you aslant and pulled a blade of grass through her teeth
She walked for the joy of it
Once she said to me: Stoopid!
She was proud of her legs.
In her passion she had the appearance of scorched grass.)
BALAAM LAI IN HIS THIRTIETH YEAR . . .
Balaam Lai in his thirtieth year
Sailed one evening for Madagascar
Because of a longing to see Erna Susatte
Because it was four years since he’d